My diary 2

9.9.22

king charles III seems like a strong figure to have as king. he won't last 20 years but he's a good fit for now. i hope we skip william and go for george as king after

so today i went to my secondary school to pick up the certificates, and then to my grandmas where i had my haircut
i look like a american asian hippie woman from the 50s but it'll grow back i guess
my uncle was at my grandmas and i was thankful he didn't talk about the royals because once he starts talking about something he never ever shuts up
then i helped my grandad who's come out of hospital with his phone for two hours.

ah and then my driving instructor picked me up from my grandmas for the lesson. i did okay but i'm so shit at reverse parking. i know what way to turn the wheel etc i just need practice. whereas on the other hand i'm a boss at forward bay parking

leah's messaged me saying that i'm very kind and sweet but she is overwhelmed by her school work and therefore will have to stop things with me
i think girls are allergic to me at this point

at least i've kept my streak up of a new girlfriend every september for 5 or 6 years ;)

at least now i can say why i'm going to mallorca. i'm gonna meet sandra, idk if i've written about her here but she's this SUUUUUUPER flawless girl. we dont like each other or anything. i only didn't tell my diary because it would seem wrong travelling abroad to meet a girl when i already was speaking to one

i really thought things were going well with me and leah tho.. i know distance hasn't helped but i've been in a relationship for longer across a sea
what will i have to do to keep a girlfriend? i don't know.. but i need someone who will stay

knowing i've had that person to fall back on has made me much happier recently, even though i've never argued with her
but now i don't have a reason to be happy so it's difficult

i know that as it gets colder, days become shorter and there's less time for meeting people or relationships so it'll be tough..

goodnight