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(BOOK 3) Chapter 23 - I'll be your best kept secret..and your biggest mistake.

 BOOK 3) Chapter 23 - I'll be your best kept secret..and your biggest mistake.

Oopsy daisy I hurt you again

Crushed your heart in the palm of my hands

If you walk out baby I'll understand

'Cause all I'll do is hurt you again

Yeah, and again, and again, oops, there we go again

We messed up once

I messed up twice

How many times are we gonna try again

Girl it's like round and round we go

[hustle] I'd prefer if you left me alone

'Cause I can't take the pain and my heartbeat feels like an 808

I'm a walking disaster

Don't wanna hurt you that's why you got to go

Destruction like fire on the ground

Thats why you got to go, oh oh oh ohhh

Yeah

See the fussin and fightin, lets not

Before I see red, lets stop

This here's really the end of

I'ma find cupid and put him in a headlock

Now why did you pick on me

Why let the pretty bird shit on me

I don't need good luck but I need good love

Thats a girl that will stand by me

Look honey I didn't diss you

Therefore I shouldn't have to miss you

And now I feel like Saturdays are weaker

Me and my heart got crazy issues

*Just realised that I changed Phil’s name to Jim. No idea why. But yeah, Phil is Jim btw.

It had happened so fast that is Maria hadn’t pointed it out I wouldn’t have even seen him. The car sped past, I caught the driver’s eye, but I honestly thought that it was just mistaken identity, until Maria waved at the driver. It was him.

I wasn’t sure I felt, I was happy that my heart didn’t skip, the mental affect that he had on me was slowly wearing off, but I didn’t know what I would do if I was ever to be face to face without a car and a road between us.

I wanted to ask where he was going at this time, I know he wasn’t going home like me and Maria, it had hit 12am, me and Maria had gone out for a girls night in the city, we had stupidly spent more than we had budgeted for, we had caught a night bus to take us back into our area but we were now waiting for another night bus to actually take us home.

I wanted to ask who he was with, but I didn’t. I held down all the urges to ask about him, I just looked down the road to see if the bus was coming, but my mind was going crazy.

‘’I had work tomorrow you know.’’ I said shivering. I loved my job, I was so glad that my uncle was the manager of Selfridges, that was the easiest job I had ever gotten in my life.

‘’So do I!’’ I really don’t know who told me and Maria to come out of our houses dressed like this.  We were both dressed in jeans and just nice tops, but we both somehow only left our houses in a blazer and a leather jacket completely forgetting how cold it could get in the night in London.