Requested by aetaestic
2013
Taehyung's Pov
It's now 2 months after our debut. We're not very popular, but we have some fans. Some of them can be a little crazy.
I have noticed this one girl everywhere, staring at me. It's really awkward and creepy. I kind of want to know why she's always doing that, everywhere, and why she's everywhere I go. But I'm also kind of scared of the answer.
2014
This girl is literally at every single one of our concerts. Always in front row. She's always staring directly at me. I really want to know who she is and I really want her to stop following me around.
I even saw her trying to get into the big hit building. It's really starting to scare me.
2015
I have now seen her in front of our dorm multiple times. She's often there, just staring and waiting. When I go out of the dorm, she sometimes follows me, other times, she just walks away.
This really has to stop. I don't know what her plan is, so I'm on high alert almost all the time. Since we're getting more and more popular, there's also more of these fans, But they don't bother me as much as she does.
Security has had to pull her away from us, mostly me, multiple times in the past when we were going somewhere. She's also tried to hug me and kiss me, but luckily the others or security could get her off of me.
2016
I see her everywhere I go. She follows me everywhere. The members and the label know, Security is always on high alert for her. When I'm going somewhere on my own, I have more security with me than the other members do, because she has tried to attack me throughout the year.
I've seen her with knifes and other weapons, but security can never catch her. When they spot her and run after her, she goes around a corner and vanishes into thin air.
She's tried to break into our house, but security saw her so she just ran away. I didn't see her for a week after that, but then she was back.
2017
Since we're getting more popular worldwide, we have to travel a lot. We're now on our way to Los Angeles, boarding the plane. We have a flight of 11 hours and 45 minutes waiting for us and I have a feeling that that sasaeng will be on the plane too.
When I get into my seat in the plane, I start getting a little comfortable. Hobi and Yoongi are in the seats next to me. Joon, Jungkook and Jimin are behind us. Jin is on the other side of the isle, in the same row as us.
After 15 minutes the plane finally takes of. In the middle of the flight, I have to go to the bathroom. On my way there, I spot the familiar girl that's been following me around for years. I really want to know what her problem is. When I get out of the toilet, the girl is waiting in front of the door. She stares at me for a good minute before I decide to go back to my seat. I can feel her eyes following me till I sit back down ones again.
"Something wrong? You look a little tensed." Yoongi asks, concern clearly noticeable in his voice.
"That girl is on our plane. When I came out of the toilet, she was waiting in front of the door." I answer.
"I'll ask Joon to make sure that security knows." Hoseok says.
"She won't be able to come near you, I promise." Yoongi adds.
2018
We're at the airport, again, walking towards our gate, when I see the girl in the corner of my eye. I whisper her location into the ear of one of the staff members. In no time, I have three extra people of security around me.
While waiting in the first class lounge, closest to our gate, I see the sasaeng walking through the doors. The other members are not with me right now and security hasn't seen her yet. She approaches me, before I can scream or yell to security, she runs to me and covers my mouth.
The girl pulls a knife out of her pocket and starts to bring it towards my chest, her knee pressing me against the chair I'm sitting on. I'm frozen in fear. Before she can stab me, a security guard notices the situation, runs to us and pulls her off of me.
A few weeks later, we get to know that she has to go to jail for 3 years and needs to go to therapy.
2021
The sasaeng that followed me around a few years ago, is now free again. I haven't seen her since, but I'm often very conscious of my surroundings.
Today has been a long day filled with dance practices, vocal practices and photo shoots. We woke up at 4 am and we just got home at around midnight. After wishing the other members goodnight, I head towards my room.
When I get there, I change into some sweatpants, remaining shirtless. I climb into bed, setting an alarm for tomorrow. I lay down and start thinking, eventually falling asleep.
After a few hours I start to wake up, a sharp pain on my chest. I open my eyes to see the girl I haven't seen in three years on top of me, a knife in her hands. She brings the knife to my chest ones again and cuts it making me scream in pain.
I try to push her off of me, but she keeps making cuts on my chest, going deeper and deeper. I scream again in both pain and fear.
After a few seconds, I hear footsteps coming towards my room quickly. It's like the girl is too concentrated to notice. Suddenly, all the other members rush into my room, shocked at the sight. Jungkook, Jimin and Namjoon get her off of me and hold her.
Hoseok runs to my bathroom, probably to get a towel. Yoongi comes towards me and gives me a hug, shushing me, not caring about the blood on my chest. In the background, I can hear JIn hyung calling 119. When Hobi hyung comes back, he gives the towel to Yoongi hyung who presses it against the wounds. Hobi combing his fingers through my hair is the last thing I notice before my vision goes black.
When I wake up again, I'm in a dimly lit room. I look around me, seeing the machines monitoring my health. I also see my members around me, all of them sleeping. I stroke the hair of the member closest to me, Yoongi.
His head shots up and he looks at me, blinking a few times before hugging me tightly.
"She's crazy, h-hyung." I manage to say with my weak voice between soft sobs.
"I know, you're okay now. You'll never have to see her again."
Always remember: You are beautiful, important, amazing and talented! If you ever need anyone to talk to, I might not be the most social person, but I'm always here for you! Stay safe, stay healthy and love yourself.
I purple you!💜