My diary: an interactive project. Sort of.

1/26/11

Ok, so I'm supposed to be asleep, but a took a nap earlier so I'm not gonna be able sleep anyway. Also, I should probably studying for the test, but screw it, I have something to say!

Isn't it great when a friend knows exactly what you wanna hear? Like, those rare moments when they say exactly what you what them to say, with absolutely no prompting or hints?i admit, these times are extremely rare, but it happened to me today, and I have to share it.

So all day today I thought I looked bad, and when I got home and sat on my bed, I looked in the mirror and thought, did I really look that bad all day? I was kinda upset and just really wanted someone to say something to make me feel better, but being the non- emotional person that I am, I didn't mention it.

So F5 called tonight. That's my guy friend that I mentioned. So we were talking, I don't remember what about, but it had something to do with people thinking they're ugly. He said," at least you're not ugly like me." I was like shocked that he read my mind. It was a really nice thing for him to say. :)

But of course, I disagreed with both parts of that statement. He isn't ugly, and I don't think much of myself. And he insisted that he is ugly and I am not. So we agreed to disagree. :)

And even though I disagreed, it made me feel a lot better. And sometimes I think that maybe I'm not that hideous. But I have such low confidence...

Anyway, I feel the need to mention that my mom also told me how pretty I am, as she often does, and that makes me feel better too. I'm so grateful that my mom loves me so much.

So sorry it's do short. I gotta go to sleep so I can pass those tests tomorrow. I really, really hate history. It can be so boring!

Thanks for listening. And remember, I love comments! ;)

Goodbye!