My diary: an interactive project. Sort of.

7/27/11. Where has summer break gone?

I'm starting to panic about my schoolwork. I have so much left to do in only two weeks. I'm such a terrible procrastinator.

I feel like it's been forever since I've written. But it feels really good to write again.

So I've been taking the "medicine" for a while now. Ever since I started taking it, I've felt a lot better. But now I feel like I'm starting to fall again. The feeling is there, in the back of my mind, starting to rise again. So I decided to write, because it's always made me feel better.

What do you guys have to do for summer work? I had to read Fahrenheit 351 for one of my books, and I really liked it. I feel like our world could be heading that way, to the point where people will ban books in favor of movies and mindlessness. It scares me. Then again, thinking about the future always scares me. Did you know that it's likely that soon a star near earth will explode and we'll all instantly die?

Also, all of our senses are connected in our brains, so it's hard to separate what we see from what we taste. If someone gave you purple juice, you would be biased towards thinking it was grape, even if it didn't taste like grape.

I watch too much science channel. It's just so interesting! I really love learning about the different mysteries of the universe.

Gosh, this is far too short. My life is boring.

I keep having this nightmare where I go to school and something bad happens involving my schedule, resulting in my being late to class. Usually I lose it or can't read it. It really freaks me out, since I'm so scared of getting in trouble.

I'm scared of a lot of things, have you noticed? Crowds, the future, getting in trouble, bad grades, the dark, pretty much all social situations, and anything unfamiliar. I think I am going to end up never leaving my house out of fear. And it's not really fair to my friends, because I can be a major buzzkill with all my phobias.

But that's making me sad. So on to better news: 8000 reads! Seriously? Wow! I was aiming for 5000, but I never thought I would even get there. Granted, there are 65 parts to this so far, but still. Thank you all, wonderful readers. I love you all! You make me feel better when I'm at my lowest point. Thank you!

So I'm sorry this post is crap. My life is boring. But I promise I'll write a long post about the first day of school. And start responding again. I've just been swamped with work. I know, it's a terrible excuse. But it's completely true.

If I don't update in the next two weeks, it's because I'm drowning in homework. But I'll try to write next weekend. Especially if something interesting happens.

Thank you all so much!

Goodbye!