My diary: an interactive project. Sort of.

2/23/11 uh oh! Unlucky day! 23 is a bad number!

Hi. I'm SO SO SO SORRY! I didn't realize how long it's been. I just haven't been motivated. I'm kinda in one of those depressed phases again, and, as it says on commercials, it makes me lose interest in things I used to enjoy, like this. It's not a good feeling.

But I know that it will pass. When I get like this, I just tell myself that it will pass. Sometimes it takes a few hours, sometimes a few weeks, but it will go away.

Also, I've noticed a parallel between my mood and school. just like there are times when I'm really sad all the time and it passes for a little while of happiness, there are times in school when I'm just swamped with work and projects and tests, like now, but it passes for a few days of less work. I'm kinda stuck in the muddle of both lows right now. It sucks. A lot.

On the bright side, F4 is really trying to help. But I admit, I'm not making it easy.

You know how I'm obsessed with Glee? Well, I was really upset at lunch today, and I really felt like I was gonna cry, for no reason. So F4 asks me how Glee was. She doesn't watch it or know anything about it, and I'm sure it's not really fun for her to hear me talk about it, but she let me talk about it cuz she knew it would make me smile. It's times like that that remind me how nice F4 is. She's really a great friend. And it made my day better.

I will spare you the Glee review, because it's probably not fun for you guys to have to listen to me talk about it either. But if anyone wants to hear it, just leave a comment. I love comments. They make me happy. Don't you all want to help me get out of this depression? Jk :) but I do love comments.

See? I feel better already! This never fails to lift my spirits, at least for a while. But you know what that means. For every moment I am happy I spend twice that time crying myself to sleep. I guess I might as well enjoy it now.

Sorry this is so short, but I'm nearly done with my assigned book that's due tomorrow.

Thank you all so much. :) goodbye.