My diary: an interactive project. Sort of.

11/27/10

So apparently now no one is reading at all. Great.

If anyone is out there, sorry I'm being so mean. I'm kinda angry and really sad. But who cares? Certainly not my friends.

I'm so sick of my sister right now. Everyone is always comparing us. They say I'm the smart one. That's it. The smarter of two sisters that are nearly equal. Always beating her by one point.

But she is the pretty one, the funny one, the one that everyone likes. I am very insecure about the way I look, and hearing people say that she is prettier than me kills me. But no one knows. Everyone just ignores me. And although my friends won't say it, I know they think it. Why else would they spend so much time with her? Why else would they choose her over me?

I thought this would make me feel better so I could sleep, but I just feel worse because the number of reads hasn't gone up in a week. I'm not trying to be greedy, I just want someone to care.

It's even worse knowing that anyone I tried to tell would just laugh at me.

If anyone is still there, help me figure out how to stop this insecurity, please. I really need help.

Thanks.