16 Jan 2015
You keep appearing in my dreams.
Almost every night.
Bright eyes and welcoming smile.
Play fighting with me.
But I'm so confused as to why you keep appearing because you are not a part of my life. I'm not a part of yours.
When I wake up I feel a hole in my heart even though I don't miss you.
Maybe I just want you. The idea of someone better and worth trying for.
Life is messed up and I'm scared but in my dreams oh babe it's the best.
I don't have to care.
I don't have to worry.
All the weight of life is lifted and I can just be me around you without being sorry.
YOU ARE READING
The recollection of my misunderstood thoughts.
PoetryLife's a struggle and it's hard. There's nothing you can do. Just get trough it. I hate my life. There's nothing new. But when the sun is out and the sky is void of clouds you can't help but feel a smile is overdue
