12 Mar 2015
My carelessness for others is catching up with me.
I want to like others for them and not the attention.
I want to like me for my flaws and imperfection.
I'm recklessly burning bridges then building three.
Glaring more often and drifting out to sea.
I feel nothing just me.
Blind to see what others see.
If you don't want to give a fuck look at me.
It's nine at night
I'm agreeing to a date to just feel alright.
I'm exhausted in general and unimpressed by the idea of life.
Done with discussing and talking it out.
You have no fucking idea how bad I want to shout.
About your bullshit and lies.
The feeling of lonely I despise.
Go away and don't ruin my plan.
Life's a solo mission
needing only one man.
Before I go
Before it's done.
I'm gonna be as powerful and radiant as the sun.
I want to run.
Don't make me feel, it ain't fun.
YOU ARE READING
The recollection of my misunderstood thoughts.
PoetryLife's a struggle and it's hard. There's nothing you can do. Just get trough it. I hate my life. There's nothing new. But when the sun is out and the sky is void of clouds you can't help but feel a smile is overdue
