One month went by and I still was so so sad.
Whenever I saw Ryuga on the street, I would need to run away, but whenever I did see him he looked so hurt and in pain. I was afraid of him and I would start to cry.
I took a lot of walks, it helped with my stress.
I still went beyblading, but every time I would pull out Beautiful Draco, I would start shaking, and after a while I couldn't even pick her up. I slept too much and ate too little. I became depressed.
Month two: I cried every day, I could not help it, I was just so sad.
Whenever I thought of Ryuga or any of my former friends I would start crying, I tried to text Madoka, but she ignored me just like everyone else.
I did not beyblade, in fact I didn't know where my bey was, I gave up on cleaning up the place, and it became a disaster fast. Len stopped texting me after a while.
Month three: I hardly felt any emotion other than sadness, and if I did it was usually anger at myself for everything I ever did.
I texted Ryuga once saying" 'Hey Ryuga, I hope you are doing well, I miss you, I am sorry, Ryuga I am so so sorry, I know you hate me and I hate myself, but I want you to know am sorry, Ryuga I-I know that you think it was me, but Ryuga I would never do that to you, I love you.'
'You don't 'love' me, you have Kyoya.' He responded a little later.
'No! Kyoya isn't here! And he will never be! I do love you Ryuga! Please believe me!' I didn't get a response after that.
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The Dragon Empress
FanfictionYour name is Madeline, you stumble into Metal City, your past still clings to you. When you see him, Ryuga, you had missed seeing him so much, and you thought he died. But is he the same as you remember him? How will he treat you? With kindness? Wit...
