Loving You

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Hazel's PoV  
   
 
  
There was once a girl waiting for her bestfriend while sitting alone on a bench.   
 
        
  
Suddenly, that girl saw a boy who's also alone on his seat.

They are near in each other but it's like their world are both parallel.

Just like what's happening right now, the fairytale-like beginning of their love story has continued.  
  
  
  
It feels like there's a mirror between the space separating us. But if one of us touched the looking glass, someone might get hurt. Maybe, it's dangerous to cross that deadly boundary.

Pag binasag mo ang isang salamin, may matitira pang ilang piraso na bubog at makakapagdulot ito ng sugat.

Reaching someone who's too faraway is a deadly act. You might survive or fail as you fight just only to reach him. 
  
   
   
How I wish that this is just another good fairytale story. We will become the protagonists and the happy ending will stay on what it should be.      
  
 
   
But the story is not happy at all. Hindi pa dito nagtatapos lahat.  
  
   
   
Yes, it's not yet the end. That's why we are all still suffering.   
  
   
  
Pinapanood ko ang birthday celebrant habang kasayaw niya ang may hawak ng 18th rose.

Is it normal for a human to feel envy upon the others?

Mali bang isipin na palitan siya sa kanyang posisyon at angkinin ang sayaw kasama ang lalaking 'yon?

I thought I don't like to have an attention of too many people. But why do I keep imagining myself as if I'm her?

This is very magical. Even though this is good on the eyes of every people around, my own heart can't feel how special it is.

Maybe, it makes that birthday celebrant glad.

But not me.

We have reciprocal feelings.

My heart is tearing apart as I'm watching them.

They are so sweet.

Sana ako na lang ang taong 'yon.

Lumabas ako ng hall para maghanap ng comfort room. Hindi ko na kaya ang nakikita ko.  
  
 
 
He's happy... yah, with her.  
 

 
Bumabalik ang lahat pero hindi man lang umuulit ang mga bagay na nagpasaya sa akin mula sa nakaraan.

Ang sakit lang isipin na bakit ito pa ang dapat maulit?

Bakit kailangan niyang bumalik?

Ipinagpalit na pala niya ako sa iba kahit iisang buwan pa lang kami mula noong maghiwalay.

Bumalik rin agad ako sa hall matapos mag-ayos ng sarili. It's already dinner time as I got inside the place.

Matapos ang kainan, nag-anunsyo ang speaker na magkakaroon ng Free Dance.

I simply smirked on what I havr heard. That's a very nostalgic one.

Ayokong sumayaw dahil wala akong kilala miski isa dito. Dahil tapos na ang event at sayawan na lang ang nangyayari ngayon, balak ko na sanang umuwi nang may humablot sa braso ko.

"Oh! You must be Hazel because of your petite figure!"

Si Gwilym lang pala. Kaklase namin siya nila Shamy sa PhyChem.

"Nice to see you, Gwim."

"Bakit mag-isa ka? Dapat sumayaw ka!"

"Ahaha! No, thanks. I don't think I love to dance right now. Sa totoo lang, uuwi na ako eh."