SEQUEL: CHAPTER 15 THE MIND OF ROYAL PRT 2

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ROYAL

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ROYAL

I was walking down the hall letting off rounds I could hear my Dad screaming at me as I turned to walk down the hall I raised my 12 gage again but stop when I saw my Mom standing there smiling at me.

"Mamma?" I said she walked to me and took the 12 gage out of my hand and walked into an empty room I followed her and I watched her sit down and like a puppy I followed her , sat at her feet and laid my head on her lap.

"There is neither happiness nor misery in the world; there is only the comparison of one state with another, nothing more. He who has felt the deepest grief is best able to experience supreme happiness. We must of felt what it is to die, Moral, that we may appreciate the enjoyments of life. Live, then, and be happy, beloved child of my heart, and never forget, that until the day God will deign to reveal the future to man, all human wisdom is contained in these two words, 'Wait and Hope." She said

"It's hard, I cant think straight, I cant he won't stop" I said

"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." She said

"It's a dangerous business, Frodo, going out your door. You step onto the road, and if you don't keep your feet, there's no knowing where you might be swept off to. It's the unknown that gets me, that makes me" I said she rubbed my head and my back softly, like she used to do when I was little if I wasn't feeling well or if I was scared of my Dad or hurt.

"There are moments when troubles enter our lives and we can do nothing to avoid them.But they are there for a reason. Only when we have overcome them will we understand why they were there." She said

"He haven't left me, he's here always he won't let up. I can't fight him he's too strong" I said

"Never, never, never give in! Even strength must bow to wisdom sometimes" she says

"Do you not see how he is, he turned me into the person I am now the way I speak to and treat woman, and the ones I do care about I'm this monster" I said I heard her sigh.

"It's not what you say out of your mouth that determines your life, it's what you whisper to yourself that has the most power! Suffering is a gift. In it is hidden mercy" she said

"Mercy? Mercy is for weak people Dad always said never to give mercy" I said she then lifted my face to look at her and then she cupped it and looked into my eyes.

"You're going to meet many people with domineering personalities: the loud, the obnoxious, those that noisily stake their claims in your territory and everywhere else they set foot on. This is the blueprint of a predator. Predators prey on gentleness, peace, calmness, sweetness and any positivity that they sniff out as weakness. Anything that is happy and at peace they mistake for weakness. It's not your job to change these people, but it's your job to show them that your peace and gentleness do not equate to weakness. I have always appeared to be fragile and delicate but the thing is, I am not fragile and I am not delicate. I am very gentle but I can show you that the gentle also possess a poison. I compare myself to silk. People mistake silk to be weak but a silk handkerchief can protect the wearer from a gunshot. There are many people who will want to befriend you if you fit the description of what they think is weak; predators want to have friends that they can dominate over because that makes them feel strong and important. The truth is that predators have no strength and no courage. It is you who are strong, and it is you who has courage. I have lost many a friend over the fact that when they attempt to rip me, they can't. They accuse me of being deceiving; I am not deceiving, I am just made of silk. It is they who are stupid and wrongly take gentleness and fairness for weakness. There are many more predators in this world, so I want you to be made of silk. You are silk." She said

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