Namrata's pov-
Aditya left for the office in the morning leaving me a note of getting something urgent to do.
Doing my morning chores and having a long warm bath i went downstairs and Pari was sitting there and talking with someone on the phone..
"Pari"
"Haan bhabhi"
"To whom you are talking? Siddarth?"
"Yes"
"Give me the phone please" she handed me the phone
"Hello sid"
"Hi"
"Who was telling me not to talk with their fiance too much on phone and giving time to friends"
"Nammu please"
"No please"
"Please.. You know i love pari"
"Yeah so.. ignoring your best friend will cost you something then"
"Ok what do you want?"
"I am surprised how did you agree so soon?"
"Because i know you won't spare me if i don't fulfill your wish"
"Haan.. well said so come here next sunday in the evening and spend the rest of the time here"
"I would gladly do that"
"Good for you then... Otherwise"
"Haan i know.. please i can i talk to Pari"
"Hello mister concentrate on your work"
"Please.. please"
"Fine talk to her"
Giving her the phone I went to the kitchen and prepared cheese omlette and juice for both of us..
Planning my day out for my upcoming job interviews i prepared myself. And talked to everyone.. Mom, dad , badi dadi , dadi, preeti bhabhi, Nimmi di.. Rakesh has grown up a little and started to talk..
Tomorrow morning mom, dad and dadi were returning home.. I thought to bake some cookies because alone at home it was really boring and Pari has went out with her friends and will stay over. And Adi is not yet home.
It was 10p.m. when i was done with making different type of cookies. It was indeed late but i decided to wait for some more time and ask about his whereabouts.
Opening the Netflix i started to watch money heist and it was 11. I lost my patience and dialed his number. Calling him 15th time he didn't pickup my call.
I was here nervous waiting for him praying to God for his wellbeing and to return home soon but he didn't pickup the call. The next i called him its switched off.
All the negative thoughts started to come in my mind..
Shutting my mind and collecting some courage i called Rohan and he picked up the call
"Hello Rohan"
"Yaa Namrata"
"Is Aditya with you?"
"No he isn't here.."
"Do you know where is he?"
"No.. but he wasn't in the office when i had left.. What happened? Hasn't he reached home yet?"
"No.. and I don't know where he is.. "
"Ok you wait i will check in the office first"
"I have called in the office no. Nobody is picking it up and his phone is also switched off"
"How can both the things happen at the same time? Ok Namrata you don't worry i will go and check in the office"
After half an hour I received a call from Rohan and he said he wasn't there also and be went to check more of their regular place and i have called each friend of his and he wasn't there...
I was continuously praying to God for his wellbeing and him to return back to home.
It was 2a.m. and the bell rang. I ran and opened up the door and he was standing there. His eyes were red. His coat and bag were hanging on his hand and his tie was loosely hanging around.
"Will you move or make me stand here the whole night? " He shouted.
I flinched the way he said the things. Moving aside and giving him space to move in i closed the door.
I brought a glass of water for him and he was sitting in the sofa leaning his back and had threw his bag and coat on the couch.
Forwarding the glass of water " here take some water"
"I don't need"
"Please have some water"
"What is your problem Namrata? Won't you let me live peacefully? I am not your puppet . I won't do whenever whatever you say." He shouted at me
"What has happened Adi? Is everything ok? Is there any problem? And why are you so late?"
"You want to know what is my problem?"
"Yes"
"It's you" hearing him the tears came down through my eyes
"Adi what are you saying?"
"What i am saying is absolutely fine.. the basic problem is that is you.. i love you and you want to go away from me right?"
"What? No"
"Yes Namrata i know.. wait you want to go away from me.. come then i will help you to pack your things up" saying he grabbed my hands and pulled me towards our room
"Adi please leave my hand it's paining"
"Adi leave me its hurting"
He left my wrist after reaching inside our room
"Adi please listen to me" i held his hand and made him sit on the bed and i sat beside him and took both of his palms in my hand
"There is nothing left to listen to you Namrata.. what do you think i am a fool? I won't know the things what you are thinking? Did you think how much hurt i will be? Namrata do you really love me? Or just doing the wife duties?"
"No Adi please don't say like this i really love you"
"I don't believe you. Otherwise you won't have taken the decision to move out of my life leaving me alone" he gave pressure on the word leaving
I saw tears in his eyes "Adi please listen..." He didn't listen to me and getting up he said "enough Namrata i don't want to hide things from you that's why i told you about it unlike you.. I am in the guest room and don't disturb me"
"Adi wait listen to me please" i went after him but he had closed the the door. I tapped in the door but he didn't open the door.
I waited for him for him near the door because i knew its my mistake that i didn't share him my feelings but i had planned to tell him every bit of it. But the thing was that only Pooja knew about this and i told her not to tell anyone.
I moved downstairs and picked up my phone and told Rohan that he is home and was stuck somewhere. Then I called Pooja but she said she didn't say anything to Adi.
Thinking about the things when I drifted to sleep i don't remember.
Light was falling in my eyes. I could hear the birds chirping. I opened my eyes and saw myself sleeping on our bed. I remembered i had slept in the living room that means he has carried me up here.
It was 9a.m. got up from the bed and searched for him. But he wasn't there at home. I came downstairs and Pari was doing breakfast.
"Good morning bhabhi"
"Good morning. Pari did you saw Adi?"
"Yes bhai has left for office and he said that he will be late"
"When did he leave?"
"Just 10mins ago?"
"Did he did his breakfast?"
"I don't know bhabhi i got in when he was leaving"
"Bhabhi is everything ok? You don't seem to be good today"
"Everything is good"
"Lets go shopping then... Its been such a long time we both didn't go out"
"We will go out but after two days. Today mom dad and dadi is coming back"
"Ohh yeaah i had completely forgot about it"
"Yeah they must be reaching so and take your shower otherwise"
"I am gone" she laughed and consumed to have her breakfast
I knew Adi didn't do his breakfast. I called him but he cut my call. I again called him and this was the sixth time and he picked up
"Don't you know when somebody is not picking up the call then you shouldn't again and again call them and disturb them. I am in office for work not to sit and talk to you" saying he cut the call..
I should say sorry to him i shouldn't have been disturbing him by calling him continuously. I texted him " I am sorry for disturbing you but i just wanted to know that did you do your breakfast". He immediately saw the message and didn't reply.
I entered into the shower and cried my heart out. I can't bear his anger. I have hurt him and i need to fix this up but he has to listen me up. He has never talked to me in anger and never told me that i am disturbing him. With the cold water the hot tears droplets rolled down from my eyes.
It was lunch time when mom, dad and dadi had arrived. I have cooked palak paneer, jeera rice and dal fry for lunch.
I was serving the food when dadi said
"Nammu where is your plate?"
"Dadi i am not hungry. I will have later"
"Bhabhi how come you are not hungry. You had skipped your breakfast also" pari said
"Nammu you are not taking proper care of yours.. come sit here with me"mom said
"Mom i am not hungry. I can't even take a bite also"
"Are you having fever beta?" Getting up from the chair she put her palm on my forehead.
"Amar ji call the doctor she is having fever"
"Mom i am ok. I think its just because of the weather"
"No i can't take risk with my children"
"Mom i am completely fine.. Dadi , dad please tell to mom"
"Bindu when she is telling listen to her. If she doesn't get better will call the doctor" dadi said
"Yes bindu listen to her"
"But Amar ji what... "
"Mom please.. ok will tell you to call the doctor if something happens "
"Ok fine"
"Now please have the lunch its getting cold then it won't taste good.. besides mom its your favourite dish"
"Why it won't taste good. My daughter has made it it would taste good if its frozen"
"Mom pleasee" everyone laughed and chatted having the lunch.
The home was again full but i missed just the one person. It was evening and serving tea to everyone mom asked me about where abouts of Adi and i told her that he will be late.
Today I and Mom decided to make the dinner and cooked Pari's favourite dishes.
Convincing everyone that i will have my dinner with Adi i sent everyone to sleep. And I waited on the couch. It was 1:30a.m. he hadn't returned still. Waiting him i drifted to sleep.
As same i found myself on the bed and he wasn't there. I was having fever but i don't care about myself because without him i am no more. I can't tolerate his anger his ignorance. I want him to hold me tightly. I am incomplete without him. But how can I explain the things to him. He isn't ready to listen to me.
I need to talk to him and i have to apologize and explain to him the things were in my mind as soon as possible. I don't want a small misunderstanding or say my stupid mind's stupid thoughts and fears to ruin both of our lives...
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