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Kay Marie.
Wow that name just rolls off your tongue
Youtuber, Rapper, Model. She does it all.
KSI happened to think the same, well that is until she suprised him with a diss track with another one of his best mates. Wroetoshaw...
Holy fuck it's literally the next day but my back hurts. Like so bad.
JJ and I were sitting on the couch together watching our show, keeping up with the Kardashian's.
But, anyways I haven't been on Instagram that much since I found out I was pregnant, so I decided to post a pregnancy picture.
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@kay: #3monthspregnant 💞🥰 ❤️~9.8M 💬~1.4M
@ksi: both of my babies are coming on tour with me 💗💯😭
@kay.ksi: love love LOVE ❤️
@loganPaul: I'm excited to meet the lil one 💞
@jakepaul: happy for you bestie 🥰
@mamakay: I'm posting all things baby "jay" and kays pregnancy. I love you sm Kay 💞 @kay: my new fav account. I followed 💞 @ksi: me too 💗
@KAYxKSI: ABS
"You're such a goof." I laughed towards JJ.
"But it's true! I get to have both of my babies with me at all times." He smiled, causing my heart to skip a beat.
"Why you so beautiful?" I asked him, admiring the way he looked at me, at our baby, Well my stomach.
"Why are you such a beautiful goddess?" He asked causing me to chuckle.
"Next thing you know, we both have a god complex." I giggled, along with JJ.
"Hey I'm a god, you're a goddess, and then there's our little baby." He smiled, rubbing his hand over my exposed stomach, since I was wearing a crop top.
"I love you." I smiled, kissing his cheek.
"I love you more." He replied pulling me in for a long kiss.
"I can't wait to find out the gender." JJ smiled, excitedly.
"Me too bubba." I grinned, showing off my teeth.
"Remember when you used to have braces?" JJ asked chuckling.
"OH MY GOD! I was so ugly but you had braces at the exact same time as I did so I didn't feel as bad." I laughed, thinking about JJ with braces.
"Oi, we both looked bad, but I mean do you remember those huge gaps in between our two front teeth?" JJ laughed, as well as I.
"Those were bad." I laughed some more.
"Ya know kay? I'm so glad I met you all those years ago." JJ said, resting his head, on my shoulder.
"Me too baby. Without you I honestly would be in a really shit place right now, like without you I wouldn't be able to survive, and now we have a baby on the way. I love you." I said, looking towards him, moving my attention from the tv to him.
"I love you so much, and I honestly would die without you." JJ said looking up at me.
"I love you way more." I said kissing him.
"I love you way more." JJ said, sitting up and adjusting his position in the couch, so he was facing me.
"Impossible." I said tapping his nose, one time. (We call that booping But idk if you would have known that's what I meant so ye ye)
"Never." He smirked.
"Yes." I smiled.
"No." He replied.
"Yes." I said sternly.
"No." He said.
"Fine. I'll let you win this time." I laughed.
"I always win." He smiled.
"Not true." I giggled.
"Yes it is." He winked.
"No." I laughed.
This went on for literally ten minutes. Like what the heck.
"Okay. Okay. You win bubba." I laughed.
"I know." He winked once more.
"You're adorable." I smiled.
"So are you." He grinned.
Hey guys, I just wanna show you something I wrote, a bit ago, leave your thoughts below I love you all so much. Thank you for always being here. I might take I lil break here soon, to just collect my thoughts and feelings together ~k
I have bad handwriting so here I typed it in here lol:
I have my lows. I truly do. Not everything is perfect like you all think it is. I promise you that. My life has been a struggle. I just cannot tell you that there has never been a time where I wanted to give up because, there was.And when it hit me, let me tell you hit hit me hard. In September of 2018, I realized I was depressed. I hated my life. I hated being home. I hated going to school. I hated leaving my bed, and looking away from my phone. Because whenever I looked around me, or ever across my room something reminded me of a certain person. I saw everything I hated. I would tell people I hate their guts. (My family-who I love to death) I argued nonstop. I got kicked out of class-you name it and I've done it. I was so far into depression, I had missed 20% of school at this point. This doesn't ever include the times I walked out uncalled for. My life sucked, all the way up to early March of 2019, I met someone. Someone I told everything to. He was my rock. Up until today. I hurt him-and I don't know how or even why. We haven't talked in a bit. So like I'm doing great :( but god put me here for a reason. I made a promise to myself that no old actions would strike up, and no more suicidal thoughts. Zip-Zilch-Nothing.because, IM HUMAN. I FUCK UP. I PROMISE you that. But I was given this life because I'm strong enough to live it. No matter what I'm not giving up.
