One Sister, Seven Brothers, and Another Set of Memories {BTS}

Jealousy (Part Eight)

Back for one last hurrah 

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The jealousy between your brothers had for each other at times weren't the only eyes green with envy. You yourself had a little hint of jealousy at times, though it seemed a little silly. But you needed attention, too, and when you noticed that you weren't getting the love you thought you deserved, you would act like a baby.

The twins could be sitting with each other on the couch and you would come out of nowhere and cram yourself between them, talking about nonsense.

Jin could be patching up one of Jungkook's cuts from playing a little too roughly with his friend during school and you would have to complain about a head ache so they could comfort you instead.

Yoongi, Namjoon, and Hoseok could all be hanging out with each other and when you noticed them by the door getting ready to leave, you would have to ask them if you could join.

"You don't think we've noticed, have you?" Taehyung chuckled at dinner.

"I don't know what you're talking about," you said, playing the innocent card.

Yoongi smirked. "Jungkook, you bowled really well yesterday. I'm really proud of your progress."

Something instantly clicked in your brain. It was like an instant reaction and you didn't even realize you had said something until you closed your mouth. "I'm getting better, too, Yoongi! Did you see me?"

Your brothers all chuckled and Namjoon pinched your cheek. "Don't worry, kiddo. We love you just as much as we love each other."

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my dad: *makes fun of bts; mocks them; clearly not a fan*

also my dad: *sent me the link to the idol teaser; asked if i saw the new music video, and then proceeded to play it for me while watching, also; asks me what's up in the fandom*

friend: he's a secret fan, i'm telling you

and today in american time is namjoon's birthday!!

happy birthday to my first bias - the one who made me stan bts instead of vixx :) (i still love vixx, but namjoon just stole my heart)

you {namjoon} are the brother i think everyone needs. the one who's smart and tells it to you straight and doesn't lie to protect you from the tough truth. however, you have a soft side and are there for your siblings if they need a helping hand or a shoulder to cry on. At least that's how I write you as :)

i don't know exactly what being the leader of a k-pop group is like, but i assume that it could almost be like being the captain of a sports team, but on a more major scale. i've always been captain for bowling and sometimes the speaking captain for volleyball. its not that bad, but you just automatically feel a sense of authority and feel like a... well, a leader. you fell like you're the one carrying the team on your shoulders and leading them through the game. You have to make important decisions like serve or receive, or switch sides of the court. You have think about your team and what would help them in the game

you're wondering how that relates to anything, right? well, i'm just saying that you probably feel like you have a big pair of shoes to fill. you have six other boys that you probably feel like you have to herd around all the time. God bless, babe, God bless. 

with that being said, don't feel like you don't have anyone to catch you when you fall. (if the rest of bts doesn't and turns out to be fake, we're going to have a what kid situation and that won't be good.) you always have us, your fans, if you slip up sometime. don't sweat it! you got it!

happy birthday, honey, and may this new treat you well and may you blossom more into the angel you truly are <3