As luck would have it (bondi rescue fanfic)

goodbye

play song on right if you want :)  its just a sad one that makes the story more emotional :(

it was the day that I had to leave. My flight was leaving at 2:00am and I had been instructed to go and say bye to the boys before I left. I had got a small suitcase as I was leaving most of my stuff here and bringing some of the stuff from England back with me.

I woke up and the light was filtering in through the curtains, I let out a deep sigh at the thought I would be leaving here in hours. Jesse began to stir, he looked over to me, sadness was etched on his face. He placed his hand on my cheek and stroked my face with his thumb, I placed my hand over his and he leaned down and kissed me

" I don't want to go" I mumbled

" I don't want you too either, nobody does" Jesse said. He moved onto his side and bought a hand down to my waist, he looked at me intently before moving in for the kiss. I rolled over onto my back and pulled Jesse on top of me, I placed my hands on his broad shoulders and kissed him deeply. We had to make the most of every minute we had left together.

* later*

I was walking out the apartment hand in hand with Jesse, we were heading to bondi quickly to say bye to the boys before I had to go. I couldn't muster up a smile on the drive, I just kept my hand on Jesse's leg as we drove to bondi. Walking to the tower I was struggling to hold back the tears, The final straw was when I opened the doors to see some of the boys standing there, most with tears in their eyes.

I launched myself at Gonzo who looked like he was about to cry, I wrapped my arms round his neck tightly as he squeezed me close to him. Maxi was up next and he lifted me up as I hugged him, I wrapped my legs around him as he hugged me

" I'll miss you, make sure you text, Skype, facebook whatever just let us see your face everyday!" maxi said

" definitely" i said as he put me down. I rubbed the tears off my face and hugged the rest of the boys there before we had to go. Driving to the airport I didn't know what to do, what to feel or even what to say, i just knew that in 24 hours time I would be back in England.

After driving for a while we turned up at the airport. We pulled into the car park and Jesse turned off the engine, We both didn't move

" well i guess this is goodbye for a bit" I said choking down tears

" come here" Jesse said opening his arms and turning to me in the car seat, I leaned over and buried my face in his neck. He held me for a bit as I tried to compose myself. We kissed passionately for a bit, making the most of the time left.

Getting out the car, I grabbed my case and wheeled into the airport check in with Jesse's arm wrapped round my waist. We both knew Jesse couldn't go past check in so I turned to him before I joined the line to check in.

" goodbye" I mumbled as Jesse wrapped his arms around me " I love you" I sobbed as he kissed my hair, he lifted my chin up with his hand and rested his forehead against mine

" I love you too, The minute you land back in England message me. I changed the rewards you get on your phone, you now can message any where in the world without paying more per text. Facetime me, I don't care what time it is day or night, if you need me, call me" he kissed me again, we held the kiss for as long as we could before we broke apart

" I'll see you in a few weeks" I said hugging him again

" I'll miss you, I love you Jorja" jesse said giving me one last kiss before I had to go, Looking into his blue eyes I saw they were rimmed with tears

" don't you cry, It'll make me worse" I said wiping away the tear that fell down his face, My flight number was called for final check in's " goodbye" I said kissing him for the last time

I turned and walked away, down the line. I gave in my ticket and suitcase before being told where to go. before I walked round the corner to security I cast a quick look back to Jesse, I waved and blew him a kiss before walking away out of his sight

That's where I let the tears flow properly.

* Jesse's POV*

* a while later*

Opening the door I was greeted by the cold emptiness of the apartment, it wasn't the same without Jorja, I walked into the bedroom, The bed was unmade from where we had been together this morning. Everything reminded me of her and it felt alone. I had never felt this way about someone before, she had been gone a hour and I was already missing her crazily. The next few weeks would be tough.

* Jorja's POV*

* 24 hours later*

walking out the airport I was greeted by torrential rain, even though it was summer. It had been a hellish flight, 24 hours in a cramped plane with lots of turbulence, I had slept for about 2 hours and I was now incredibly jet lagged as we were 9 hours behind Australian time. whilst I waited for a cab I pulled out my phone and turned it on to see several messages, most from Jesse and the boys. I texted Jesse ' just arrived to torrential rain, flight was .. hellish and really miss you :( xxxx'

I took a cab to the apartment, driving along the bleak grey streets made me miss Australia even more, I wanted these next few weeks to be over quickly.

arriving outside my apartment I looked up to see my letch of a landlord standing there

" welcome back Jorja, wow your brown!" Blaine said, his fat belly straining over his trouser and his face greasy " I came along Just in case you had lost your keys in Australia"

" thank you" I said trying not to gag at the smell of his over powering aftershave

" wow!, you even sound aussie! so how was Australia, did you throw some shrimp on the Barbie!" he said putting on a stereotypical accent

" it was amazing, so amazing I'm going to live there after I get my visa sorted out"

" oh.. really?, bondi  that good then" he said looking quite taken aback at the announcement

" yes, I'm going back to Australia, there's nothing here for me, over there I have a job, friends and I'm in love, so as soon as my visa's done, I'm out of here" I said lugging my bag up the stairs with Blaine behind me, I knew he was eyeing me up " so you may want to start offering places to new tenants as I'm not going to be here long, now do you have those keys, I really want to get some sleep?"

he handed over the keys and stood there without saying another word as I walked in " thank you, bye" I said shutting the door in his face. I kicked my way through the post and walked around my apartment, it was cold, empty and alone without Jesse.

I slid down the wall and bought my knees up to my chest hugging them tightly, I then let the tears flow again.

I wanted Jesse, I missed him.

sorry this is shit, had a hormone day :P girls you know what I'm talking about don't you, when you feel like shit and want to just curl up and cry :( do you ever feel like your so busy taking care of everyone elses problems that your friends fail to notice yours, yep feel like that. cried whilst writing this :P

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