Who is she?

Chapter seventy nine

Scarlett's POV

I got home and chucked my keys in the bowl with a big sigh. " how did it go?" Colin asked pulling me into a hug and I groaned " my mother was there and I gkt a telling off and I didn't even get to talk to her" and he nodded and held me " what I'd we never get her back" i whispered and he shook his head " we won't let that happen. She's a smart kid and it's our job to have been there for her. We should of been there" and I nodded. " where are the kids?" And he looked behind us " in the living room. Cosmo is asleep and rose is watching cartoon." And I nodded " I just wanna sleep away this whole mess" I groaned and he nodded. " go back to the kids I'm gonna go upstairs" and he nodded na Skye go of me.

Colin's POV

I was sat watching the kids and then I heard the doorbell but we aren't expecting anyone so I'm confused. I got ipa nd answered the door and I saw emi and Lizzie stood there. Emi had a blank face and Lizzie was smiling " hi" I said and she looked at me and looked back at the door " okay so she needs more clothes so is it okay if we?" Ans I nodded and moved they bother walked past me but before they could go up I blurted out " emi" ans she turned to look at me " I'm sorry" and she just nodded ans carried on walking.

Emorys POV

I walked up the stairs I sa wthe guilt in his eyes and I believe him Taht he's sorry. I can see it and that makes me less and. But I ain't Taht easy. So I went up and on my way to my room I walked into Scarlett. She looked stunned and shocked but I can't eat with Taht so I walked past her and went into my old room.

Scarlett's POV

I walked  out of my room and I came face to face with my daughter. Buts she didn't even look at me she walked past me and I stood looking at Lizzie " go" she whispered and I looked at her " she hates me!" And Lizzie looked  to where she had gone and then back to me " this is the only chance you're gonna gets Scarlett If you want her back then go but if you have any doubt this stays between us and she won't even  know" and I know she's giving me a way out. But I don't need one. I nodded at her and turned to walk to her room. They is really gonan happen.

I walked in and I locked the door and that caught her attention " what th hell" she said to me and I sighed " I need you to listen to me and then if you wanna leave I'll leave myself and let you pack" and she just turned away and stared to pavk clothes so I took that as my cue " I don't think sorry will ever cover how I feel. Honestly it's the worst feeling and I did it. I hurt you so bad and it's teh promise I made. I promised you not to hurt you and I did that. I love you baby" and I saw her turn around and scoff " no you don't. Stop lying to me atleast" and ans I shook my head " I do love you. I love you more then anything or anyone" and she now looked like she had tears in her eyes " I heard you! I heard you tell rose you love Cosmo and her more. I heard that whole thing and then you left me alone in my room For  2 days. Do you understand how much that hurt to hear. " ans I gulped I really fucked this up " I said Taht because she was upset. She's 8-" and she stopped " and I'm 15! I'm a kid too! You were protecting her you were being her mom but you weren't being mine Scarlett! I never had anyone to protect me or love me and you chose rose. You chose your daughter and that I can't fault you for. So please let me get my things and just go" and I moved towards her but she moved back " no emorisa you are not leaving! I LOVE YOU! I will tell you that as much as you need me to. And yeh I wasnt here to love and care for you and your right it was my job. But don't think for one secound I wouldn't choose you over anything. I will always been on your side. And I love you more then you know" and that's when I saw a tear fall down her little face. And I saw that little girl stood there terrified. " you don't understand how it feels to be unloved" she managed to say and I let out a breath and I saw her knees give way as she cried and I grabbed her before she fell. She was sobbing into my chest and I could only hold her " I'm here my sweet baby" I whispered but she shook her head " you tell me these things and then you did that" she whispered and I watched her tears fall and I wiped them away the tears  I could " I've got you. And it's been hard forgiving this all like I lost you. I lost you and I didn't get that time with you. But your hurting too and I'm so sorry because al I want is to protect you" and she nodded but she got up from my arms " erm I should get going Lizzie's waiting" ans I nodded " are we okay?" And she shook her head " no we aren't.Maybe at some point but right now it still hurts. My therapist has been on call with me everyday d
Since" I did not know she was ok therpay but it makes sense.

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