BULLIED

Story 99

Okay so I don't known if this counts exactly. Ever since the age of three I was talked down to and made fun of by my step ffamily,the father especially. They would call me stupid and restarted etc. etc. But as time grew on I got kinda used to it. What I wasn't used to was my mum acting like a total bitch. Now she only acted this way b/c my step dad (I guess you could say) brainwashed her in to being a very strict parent. Here's what really got to me anytime I fibbed even a small one or did anything he didn't like I was punished. The way I was punished was much like how the girl from the secret life of bees was punished. I had to go on my knees, face the corner, put my hands behind my back and stay silent, and how long I was there was depended on my age. I wasn't allowed to talk or move or do anything b/c then they would add more time. Now mind you I'm 13 now this barely stopped last year. So by the time I was six I was a compulsive liar so that I could stay out of the corner. So I could not get in trouble.

At school it was a different story. No at school I was liked I was popular the teachers loved me every one loved me I was the golden girl. But, I was also a lot of the time the new girl. So far in my life I've been to at least seven different schools. We are not even a military family.

Back to my home life, as i grew older the insults changed they would call me 'fatass' 'a stupid little slut' among other things. Now mind you I was always a skinny child I barely had reached 100 pounds last year. But the fat comments always got to me. I actually have bulimia nervosa because of the insults. I also have, done what is a taboo to many, self harmed. And it had started as a controllable thing, but now its like smoking, a bad addiction that is slowly killing me. I have scars all over my arms and legs and my torso its even gone up my shoulders.

I want to tell you a little more about me and the mental disorders the verbal abuse has caused. I am emotionally blind, bipolar, and I'm an aromantic asexual. The last two are actually my sexuality. Go Google them.

Other horrible tales of my life are;

1) my step father raped my older sister when she was thirteen. She has lost a lot of trust for men because of it, and when she told my mom, she (my mom) chose her husband. The same guy whom I still live with until this summer.

2) I am very developed if you will for my age so every day I get catcalled I've even been physically sexually harassed by ,what I thought, my male friends. It still happens to this day. Almost every day.

3) By the time I was 11 I had been kicked out and taken back twice. For no damn reason.

4) When my biological Father found out that my mother was a: cheating on him and (b: planned on divorcing him to marry her now husband, he tried multiple times to kill himself and most of the time that he tried this he had me with him

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Now it has gotten a little better and I'm moving (in a month or so) to go live with my biological father. I care immensely for him and my two sisters. Also with the help of cigarette's and intense dieting.