BULLIED

Submission 614

My name is heidi. i am 12 years old. During this story, the bullies will be referd to as "Internet1" and "Internet2" This is because i was bullied by cyberbullying on minecraft. Sadly out of 30 people on the server only one person stood up to me. She will be called "Friend1".

My story isnt as bad as most, but it still happened. I have been bullied for several years, but the past year has been the worst. I was in the horrible transition for "little kid" to "responsible middle schooler" so there was a lot of pressure on me. Minecraft and the internet was my escape, the place i could go where nobody judged me. Then one day... it changed. I have several internet friends, wether i met them through minecraft or a website (pen pal website), they were still my friends. But the Internet1 started bullying me. Calling me Toxic and telling me that im worthless, and dont deserve a place in the world. then Internet2 started saying "You should go kill yourself. Nobody will care" And i believed her.... i really thought about suicide. Although i never acted upon that thought i almost did. I told several people. My parents, teachers, my best friend. Nobody did anything. This again led me to the thought of suicide and cutting. I eventually told my best friend what i was thinking about and she helped me. Im glad she did, because if she didnt i dont know if i would still be here. Since that happened, i have become much happier with my life. Yes, i still get buillied but its not as bad. I recently got Instagram and i met a girl on there (i will call her Bestie1). Bestie1 has helped me tremdously! We live over 9,000 miles apart but distance doesnt matter! Im glad i met her and she had saved me from my deadly thoughts. She gave me hope that not all the people on the internet are a**holes. Another thing that has helped me is music and writing. I write poems and songs, even though nobody except Bestie1 sees these they still help me. So... thats my story!