Everything is Hetalia

What Makes A Hero

A hero.

What exactly is a hero?

What does it mean?

To be a hero.

When I was a child, I thought it meant that I got powers and a cape.

When I was a pre-teenager, I thought a hero was like England.

He was brave, strong, handsome, and protected me.

Then, during the revolution, that idea went away.

He wasn't a hero, but a villain in disguised.

A demon pretending to be an angel.

A tyrant trying to pass off as a king.

I was older.

I wasn't a kid.

I wasn't a pre-teen anymore.

I was now in my late teens.

Technically, an adult.

Those childish dreams got crushed by the betrayal of my once hero.

Yet, now that I think about it.

I am the one who betrayed him.

I am not a hero.

I am the same thing as England.

A villain in disguise.

A demon pretending to be an angel.

A dictator trying to pass off as a president. 

What does it mean to be a hero.

Why do I even want to be a hero?

Am I a hero?

No...

If anything, I am an antihero.

Doing good deeds for the wrong reasons.

Doing bad deeds for my own selfish needs.

I'm selfish.

I try not to be.

That's one of the reasons why I want to be a hero.

But everything I do, always breaks.

Maybe everything is too fragile for me to touch.

Or maybe, my grip is too strong for anything in this world.

My dark urges control me.

I try to find my light.

My hero.

But he has disappeared within the shadows.

Hurt and abandoned.

I abandoned him.

The dark needs overcame me.

It caused me to fight my hero.

My light.

The dark need wanted me to be my own hero.

No...

Be better than my hero.

I am both a hero and a villain.

I kill.

Yet, I save.

I destroyed countries.

Yet, I have also restored them.

I fight for peace.

I fight for freedom.

Yet, at the same time, I am sucking some one else's peace and losing my own freedom.

It is like the darkness is also my light.

Heroes.

They are just an act.

Nobody is truly a hero.

I am not a hero.

Just an actor.

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YEAH!
So, this is America.
Duh.
So, that's it.
Hope you like it and NOT HAPPY READINGS!
(Happy now? Hmmm?? I said NOT.)

Also, don't tell me to update.
You wanna know why I haven't updated in four days?
Cause I have A LIFE.
Plus, it is four days.
FOUR DAYS!
There are some people who haven't updated in months.
Seriously, chill.

I really do hate it when people tell me to update.
I do this book at my time.
My book.
Not yours.

Some people might see it as flattering, but I find it rude.
I am not going to be pressured into this.

Thank You and Later~