One Direction Preferences<3

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You're insecure

Liam- I made my way downstairs quickly heading to the kitchen passing Liam sitting on the couch watching TV, before i got to the kitchen i stopped at the mirror. I turned around noticing how much weight i was gaining looking at my legs and lifting up my shirt looking at my stomach, I hated this. I saw in the reflection Liam looking at me, I quickly let go of my shirt and walked into the kitchen hoping he wouldn’t say anything. I got some water out of the fridge and Liam came up right next to me and grabbed my hand, he brought be back to the couch and sat me on his lap. “Do you know what I see when i look at you?” i sat there quietly not wanting to know the answer “no” i mumbled looking down. He lifted my chin up with his hand and stared into my eyes “I see the most perfect girl in the world, and she is all mine. You are beautiful Y/N, don’t think of yourself like that when you look in the mirror, okay?” i slowly nodded, a tear running down my cheek. Liam wiped it away and gave me a passionate kiss before saying ‘I love you so much’.

Niall- All Niall has been wanting to do is to go to the beach since the weather is becoming a little warmer. After Niall kept on asking I finally agreed to go. We hopped out of the car and made our way to a perfect spot on the sand. I decided not to swim because once we got to the all I could see were all these skinny girls in bikinis with perfect hair and perfect smiles and perfect everything. I just laid on the towel still in my shorts and top “Y/N come on lets swim!” Niall said with excitement, “I think i’ll just stay here today” i replied ‘no you cant do that come and swim i want to spend time with you” there was a pause before i replied i looked over at those girls again and back at Niall who was now looking at those girls and sighed. Niall sat back down next to me and put his arm around me “You are so much better than them Y/N you hear me, you are so much more, just forget about them okay you are perfect” he took my hand and lead me to the edge of the water and the girls looked over, Niall noticed and starting kissing me right in front of them making them know I was his “I love you” i mumbled into the kiss.

Harry- I had recently started to go for runs to lose weight, I see all these perfect skinny girls that Harry is surrounded by and I need to look like them. I have to much fat on my stomach, legs, arms everywhere. So I was doing my daily jog when I got to our apartment I took the stairs and on the last step I tripped and sprained my ankle, Harry wasn’t home and lucky the door wasn’t far away i crawled to unlock it and sat on the couch and waited until it wasn’t so painful to try and get some ice from the freezer. Just as I was about to try and stand up Harry walked through the door, I’m pretty sure he noticed something was wrong by the way i had my leg on the table on a pillow just lying there. “Babe what happened?” “Oh, I was just running and tripped not a big deal” I explained “Stay here I’m going to look after you okay” He gave me a kiss on the top of my head and went into the kitchen to get me some ice. The evening past and it got quite late “I think its time to go to sleep love” Harry mumbled into my neck “I’ll just sleep here on the couch” I replied with a sigh knowing a cant move “No you’re coming to be, i’ll carry you” Harry exclaimed as he stood up, as strong as Harry’s muscles are I don’t want to put him in pain trying to pick me up with all my weight “No no no it’s okay really” I defended putting my hands to stop him, he just ignored me and continued to place his arms under me “NO STOP Harry! Stop!” I said and pushed him away as much as I could. He looked a bit shocked “W-whats wrong, did i do something?” I just sat there thinking how upset he looked when I said that I didn’t want to see him like that so I just put my head into my hands, Harry came and sat next to me “Tell whats wrong” he whispered “You wont be able to pick me up, I don’t what your to get hurt or pull a muscle or something” i replied ashamed “Are you serious?” He said quite surprised “Babe you are joking, you are not heavy are fat at all, Do not fucking think that okay. You are perfect and so easy to carry, I could carry you all day you’re that light” While Harry was saying this I didn’t realize he had picked me up and was walking to our bedroom “You are amazing, wonderful, beautiful and you don’t need to be skinny like all those models that aren’t every perfect like you” He put me down on our bed and gave me a passionate kiss “I’m so lucky to have you” I mumbled after our kiss “No I’m lucky to have you” I giggled as he tickled me. 

Louis- “Are you ready?” Louis called out from downstairs. Last week he asked me to go to the Brit Awards with him and I wasnt so for it because all the girls there are going to look gorgeous in their dresses and then there’s just me, nothing special. Louis was now walking through the bedroom heading towards me “Babe what are you doing we have to go in 15 minutes!” he exclaimed because I was just sitting on our bed in pants and a baggy t-shirt. “Lou” I sighed “I don’t think I want to go, you just go without out me I don’t like like going out tonight” He came and sat next to me “What are you talking about you were excited when I told you about the Brit Awards” “yeah but that was before I realized how pretty all the other girls are going to look and I don’t wont to be next to them looking like, like myself” I replied with a tear rolling down my cheek quickly whipping it away before Louis noticed, too late. “Y/N don’t cry” he held my face in his hands “You are so much more than them, so much more! Why can’t you see it, I hate when you feel like this I tears me apart. Please please don’t think of yourself that way. You are perfect unbelievably perfect and I need to you understand this okay. You might not before perfect to everyone but that doesn’t matter, Y/N I love you so much please just believe me” Louis spoke now with tears rolling down his cheeks” I lent in and gave him a kiss, not knowing what to say “Now let’s pick a dress and I can show off my girlfriend to everyone” He said with a smirk as I giggled. 

Zayn- “Dinner’s ready!” Zayn called out from the kitchen. Ugh usually Zayn hasn’t been home a lot for the past weeks so I could skip meals. I trying to lose weight to have a perfect body like all those models in magazines and who Zayn around all the time. I’ve lost a few inches on my stomach but it’s not enough. I walked through the kitchen “mm smells good” I said to Zayn as I sat down, I wasn’t lying it smelt really good. He kissed my forehead as he placed my plate of spaghetti in front of me. He sat opposite “thanks babe” he started to dig in. I looked at the food in front of me an thought of all that fat that would be added to my body which I didn’t need. “What’s wrong? Do you not like it love?” Zayn asked concerned “No its fine!” I fake smiled and took a bite of the food. “You’re lying you don’t like it!” Zayn exclaimed upset “No no its fine really you’re a great cook baby, its just-” I didn’t know what to say “Are you okay babe because I’ve noticed you’ve lost heaps of weight and it doesn’t seem healthy” I smiled knowing im achieving my goal. Zayn noticed that I smiled “You’re not starving yourself are you?” he asked genuinely worried.I froze not knowing what to say at all “oh my god” I heard Zayn mumble, I felt his presence next to me, he brought me into a tight hug “Tell me it isnt true” I let a tear fall down my face before Zayn whipped it away “I ju-just want to lose a few pounds and be skinny enough-” “Enough for what! For what?!” Zayn yelled getting angry. I didnt expect him to react like this “Zay-” “No! How could you do this to yourself? Do you think this is healthy? Do you think this is a good idea?” He yelled, I was starting to get scared and upset thinking maybe this is a bad idea. I brought my legs to my chest and stared at the ground crying “Im sorry, Im sorry baby I didnt mean to yell at you like that. It-Its just” he sighed “I want you to stop doing this okay, You do not need to be stick thin to be considered ‘pretty’ or ‘beautiful’ because you’re already beautiful, you might not see it but you are. You need to trust me and believe when I say this okay Y/N. Never do this to yourself every again you hear me” He pulled me into a tight hug “o-okay” I mumbled into his chest “I love you so much, I don’t want to lose you” He said still holding me tight.