One Direction Preferences<3

He finds something that no one knows

Dark secrets

Harry:Your past was now long gone.You never wanted to get back there,but somehow you never managed to get rid of the diarys full of pain and the bag full of blades.Even if you stopped you would always say"Sometimes i may need them again".

            You kept them in a black box hidden under the bed.So harry would never find them.Today you went for a little work out so Harry stood home to make some food.He wen to the room and when he popped the light the black box was showing a little.He took it and opened it he was just insock.The blades were old and new and some of them still had blood.

         He opened the white diary that had red spots on it from the blood and read some of it.

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Knowing that i can do it any time i want it with no one knowing freaks me out.! week ago i got alomt uncoicious ,luckilly I still some power.I still think that maybe death is the door to a new life,but what if i fight,maybe it would be better?

Looking at my scars scares me ,deeply,seeing them how deep they are how red and lost.They are everywhere and i can't get rid of it.

  I see the bloog making it's way out of me and voices in my head say that i deserve every single pain that comes,comment about me.I know i may not be pretty,but i'm still a human,and stilli fall misserablly down on the floor waiting for the society to beat me up.

i can't ,,i just can't do it any longer i want to stop this i really do but i can't.When i look in the mirror i see nothing just an ugly person that waits for nothing.But I'll find my strenght and i'll fight.

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Today i met this guy.HIs curls and green eyes caught me.His smile,his laugh and way of life,impressed me.He seemed so nice and soo beautiful.He asked me on a date,and I thought am I that beautiful for him to give me attention.This would be my real fisrt date.

   Looking in his green eyes while he was talking gave me chills.He minty breath hitting my face and his british accent sincing in my ears and mind.I just,couldn't stop thinking of him.

   I feel like dyeing,but yet i'd give myself one last chance.

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    Starting from this moment i stop writting and harmin myself.Today a lively guy started making part of my life.I feel complete an because of him I'm still alive and i thank him for that.I'll forget the past and move on.I'll live my life with him and try to smile as much as i can cause he makes me laugh all the time and makes me feel wanted.

    He is Harry Styles.

END OF DIARY

He was inshock,so much pain he removed bysimply being with you.His simple words telling you how beautiful you are made you want to live as much as you could.

When you came home he was still in the room diary in his hands and tears in his eyes.He didn't say a word he came to you hugged you and kissed you with passion.Then he said:

  I'll love you forever and always.

Liam:Your past disturbed you badly.You were raped a while ago.You moved on but something kept you back in time.You were now with Liam but you were afraid to tell him.WHen it would get a little more heated you would stop.It reminded you of that day.