Vivianas POV
I woke up to the throbbing pain in my wrist again, but this time mama and mom were asleep
I didn't have a clue What happened when I first came in, but now? I'm pretty sure I got it
Why else would my wrist be bandaged the way it was
The longer I stared the more memories of the night came back
I remember cutting it, and I remember all the blood, but I don't remember coming to the hospital.
I also think I walked out to mom and mama but why would I do that?
I knew if I did they would save me but did I really want to be saved? Because what happens now?
There is no way they are letting me go home now, my moms probably don't even want me to come home.
They will never be able to leave me again, I hate the look on their faces too,
I looked around the room I was in and the clock said it was just before 6 am
I'm not tired anymore though, I just want to go home and be with Emma
Wait
Emma is gone. I know this.
I sighed and kept looking around the room
I'm so stupid for going to my moms, if I would have just stayed in my bathroom they would have never known, I wouldn't be in this position
Yea because you would be dead
Is that such a bad thing?
There is no going back from this.
"Hey Tesoro" mama says and I look to her, tears immediately filled my eyes as I did
"You remember?" She ask softly and I nod
"I want to go home mama please take me home" I cry and mom wakes up quick
"Bambina we can't.... Not yet my love. But I promise, as soon as we are able to you're coming home" mama says, only making me cry harder
"I promise I won't do it again, I promise just please mommy, mama please I want to go home, I'll be better I swear" I say and I could tell they were about to cry as well
"Hey my little love, listen to me. You will be okay, mama and I will be here for you every step of the way" mom says and I shake my head and try to get up but mama kept her hand on my chest
"Bambina I know this is hard but you need to calm down." Mama says
I couldn't, no matter what I tried I just couldn't calm down, my heart was racing and I couldn't breathe
"Mama" I cry and she slides into bed next to me and holds me while she starts to hum an Italian song
"When can I come home?" I ask quietly once I had calmed down
"Well we are going to meet with the doctor sometime today and they will give us an estimated time." Mom says and I don't respond
They are sending me away. I knew they would. They can't care for me anymore
I lifted my head off mama and laid it back down on the pillow
"Bambina" mama sighs and I don't move
The room stayed quiet for hours, mom and mama tried to talk to me but I just didn't know what to say, I wanted to get everything over with
Arizona eventually came back In Though
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Just Breathe (Marina)
फैनफिक्शनMaya and carinas daughter Viviana, suffers from both depression and anxiety, her parents just don't know to what extent until eventually It all becomes too much and Viviana reaches out to her moms This story will be mostly told from Vivianas perspe...
