Just Breathe (Marina)

Chapter 81

Emma's POV

I haven't even spoken to Viv for almost a week, since we have been back from Italy actually, she won't go to the station anymore which always leaves Maya in a bad mood when she gets here

I have tried calling her multiple times but each time I do I get sent to voicemail

I'm honestly getting pretty sick of it, I don't know why she is shutting me out now, I have not even given her a reason too

And on top of all that Andy has been so secretive since getting back, I wish she would just tell me when she was sending me back so I could be prepared

Everything is just not going okay

My plan is to go Vivs today, Maya and Andy are off so I can hopefully go over

"Andy! Can I go see viv?" I ask her

"Did Maya or Carina say it was okay?" She ask me and I shrug

"I haven't asked" I say

"Ask, and if they say it's okay then sure" she says and I nod

They didn't live too far from each other so I can walk,

If I had a car I could drive but that's never going to happen, I have had my license for over a year and I don't even think Andy knows that because I never use them

Andy went back to her room to put clothes away and I quickly left

Yea I'll probably be in trouble later but it's fine

I made it Vivs about half an hour later and had a missed call from Andy

I just shrugged and knocked on the door to their apartment and Maya answered

"Hey.... Andy is looking for you" she says and I sigh

"Can I go see viv? Please?" I ask and she sighs

"Viv is in trouble" she tells me and I nod

"I know, I'll be quick I promise then I will leave" I say and she nods

"You can go, but I'm letting Andy know you're here" she tells me and I nod and go back to vivs room and knock on the door

"Leave me alone!" She yells and i frown, she didn't know it was me so I was surprised to see how she would be talking to her moms

I opened the door anyhow and went inside and she didn't look too happy to see me

"What are you doing here?" She ask me and I shut the door and stand in place

"I came to see you" I say, stating the obvious

"Well you can go" she tells me and I walk over to her bed and sit down

"Emma" she sighs and I shake my head

"What. Is going on? You have been like this since we came back from Italy, is it still the Gia thing? I'm sorry I just jumped to conclusions and didn't talk to you without leaving but still..... that's no reason for you to shut me out" I say and she sighs

"I'm fine. It has nothing to do with Gia" she says

"Then what? I have never seen you like this, you're rude to your moms now?" I ask and she scoffs

"Don't. You don't get to say that" she says and I frown

"I don't understand what I did." I say, i really don't, I don't know why she is acting like this with me

"You didn't do anything, it's me okay? I hurt you again and I swore I wouldn't do that. I messed up again, Emma you don't deserve that" she tells me and I look at her confused