Vivianas POVIt's been another week, mama and mom have argued so much these past few days
It's always the same thing, mom doesn't like sitting still, so mama is always on her about resting and what not
Mom even tried to go to the station already
Emma went home this morning after staying again last night
We talked, and I think we're both ready to go further in our relationship
I trust Emma with everything in me,
I want this with her,
I know I told my moms I would come to them first but like how do you even start that conversation
It's going to be so awkward, but at the same time, what if I don't tell them
It's not like they are going to know any different anyway
Emma's only been gone for a few hours and I already miss the hell out of her
I wish she didn't have to leave, I hate when she goes home for so many reasons
One of them being I know she is safer here, I know she is being abused by her father. I know she is, she knows she is but.... He's her dad, and she loves him
And the other reason I just like being with her, its consuming, the amount of love I have for her, I just want to be with her alll the time
I think.... I'll wait until a good time to talk to them, after they get done arguing
"Maya no. I'm putting my foot down, you're not going to the station" mama says sternly
"Carina I'm an adult, if I want to go somewhere I will" mom argues
"Giuro su Dio che ti ucciderò" mama sighs and I laugh
{I swear to god I will kill you}
"Maya I don't have time to babysit you" mama says
"Fine!" Mom yells and lays back on the couch next to me
"She's right" I tell mom
"I know" she sighs and puts her arm around my shoulders
"You need to just- take it easy.... It was hard seeing you in the hospital and mama and I just don't want you to get hurt anymore" i tell her and she sighs
"You're right, and I'm sorry. I just- hate being still" she chuckles
"I know, but we love you anyway" I smile and she pushed me softly
"Here maya, medicine" mama says coming out to us with moms medicine and a bottle of water
Mom took them and mama went to walk away but mom grabbed her waist
"Maya" mama sighs and sits down next to her
"I'm sorry" mom says and kisses her neck, making mama smile
"You guys are goals" I tell them and they chuckle
"Come here" mama says and pulls me into them
"Why did Emma leave this morning? Usually she stays more than once" mom ask
"Her dad told her she needed to go home" I sigh
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Just Breathe (Marina)
FanfictionMaya and carinas daughter Viviana, suffers from both depression and anxiety, her parents just don't know to what extent until eventually It all becomes too much and Viviana reaches out to her moms This story will be mostly told from Vivianas perspe...