Vivianas POV
Today's the day, everyone say a prayer that I don't say anything to embarrass myself
My appointment is at 10 and it's 8 now, Emma stayed with me last night so she can go too
"Emma, you are sure your dad said it was okay?" Mama ask her and Emma nods
"Yep!" She replies and mama nods and I go get dressed in my room and lay on my bed when Emma comes in
"Did you actually ask?" I ask her and she smile cheekily and sits on the bed with me
"Yes... kind of" she says and I shake my head but she lays down next to me
"You scared?" She ask me
"Me? Scared? Never" I say and she holds my hands, immediately making me feel butterflies in my stomach
"You'll be fine, and I will make sure you won't say thing" she says and I nod and laugh and my moms call for us
"Alright girls let's go!" Mom says;
"Emma are you staying again or do you need us to drop you home later?" Mom ask her
"Um, I'll stay if that's okay with you all" she says and my moms smile
"You're always welcome to stay bella" mama tells her and she smiles
When we got to our destination I was nervous again.
I don't know why I asked Emma to come now, I'm going to look ridiculous, she isn't even going to want to be around me anymore
And what if something goes bad? What if they do something wrong
"Hey.... Bambina you're okay" mama says after noticing my breathing had quickened and I nod
"Yea... sorry mama I'm fine" I say and she nods and they get me checked in while me and emma sit in the chairs
"Thank you" I tell emma quietly
"For what?" She ask and I smile
"For everything" I tell her and she grabs my hand quick before my parents come over
We only waited 10 minutes until mama walked me back and she stayed for as long as she could
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I am feeling amazing! Like whoa- whatever type of drug this is, I want it all the time
"Did I die?" I ask my mama and the doctors who laugh
"No" they reply
"Damn" I giggle quietly to myself while mama signs me out
"Mamaaaaaa" I say and mama turns to look at me
"Yes bambina?" She says
"Hi" I say and she laughs and shakes her head and helps me into the car
I felt my face and it felt sooo Puffy
"Mama!" I exclaim and she looks back at me
"Why my face big?" I ask
"You're fine bella, it's not big" she smiles and I look over and seen Emma
Emma! She's here! When did she get here?
"Emma!" I exclaim happily and lay on her
"Hi vivi" she smiles and mom starts driving home
"You're very pretty" I tell her and she blushes
"Thank you? So are you" she says
"Hey.... Can I tell you a secret?" I ask
"Umm.. maybe we should wait until you get home" she says and I frown
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Just Breathe (Marina)
FanfictionMaya and carinas daughter Viviana, suffers from both depression and anxiety, her parents just don't know to what extent until eventually It all becomes too much and Viviana reaches out to her moms This story will be mostly told from Vivianas perspe...
