Just Breathe (Marina)

Chapter 8

Vivianas POV

There is thankfully no school today, however both my moms are working

Even so I get to sleep in and not leave my bed at all, my favorite

I might actually go see mom later, thats only if I get bored

I just woke up and my moms were already gone seeing As it was like 11

I got out of bed and grabbed some overnight oats that were in the fridge and returned to my room to eat as well as watch tik toks

Once I finished eating I laid in bed and read some more stories on my phone, if you know you know...

Eventually I ran out of things to read which absolutely sucked but I realized I could always go see mom

I put a sweatshirt on along with some leggings and grabbed my phone and wallet and left for the station

Do I actually need my wallet? No but I still take it everywhere with me, not sure why

When I got to the station the trucks were all there meaning so was everyone else and I seen Vic working reception

"What are you doing down here?" I ask and she groans

"Your mom is mean" she says and I laugh

"I was late... by 3 minutes! And she put me on reception the entire shift" she says and I laugh and walk over to her

"You're always late" I say, raising an eyebrow

"You look just like your mama when you do that" she says and I smile

"Haha I wish" I tell her

Mayas POV

I am worried about viv, I know Carina is too but, she is always optimistic

When I was Vivs age I was pushed so far by my dad and one of my only releases was self harm, i cut my wrist once, and my dad seen it and he got so mad at me

Not only did he yell he made me run until I learned "not to mess myself up"

After that I never did it visible, mostly my stomach, and something I didn't know was self harm was standing in the shower under water that was way too hot, burning  my skin in the process but it was gone by the time I had to run

And with her always wearing sweat shirts or long sleeves I worry that she is picking up that habit and I want to help, I just don't know how to approach the situation

While I was deep in thought I didn't even realize Andy come in and sit down in front of me

"What's wrong?" She ask and I sigh

"It's nothing" I tell her

"Maya I have known you for a very long time and I know when something is up with you" she says

"I'm worried about viv" I say and she looks at me confused

"Why? What happened?" She ask and I look at her hesitantly and sigh

"I think she's cutting and I don't know what to do" I tell her, I know I can trust Andy

"Wow, why do you think that" she ask and I just give her a look and she nods

"I don't know what to do" I say

"Talk to her," she says and I scoff

"Yea, hey viv, I just want to know if your cutting yourself?" I ask Andy

"Maybe not like that" she says and I smile softly as the door opens

"Really mom?" Viv ask walking in annoyed