Just Breathe (Marina)

Chapter 64

Vivianas POV

It's Sunday and Emma has to leave, stupid rule about not being able to get together on school nights,

She's acting like her usual self though now, which makes me feel a little better

She told me she was going to tell my moms, but I don't think she wants to and I don't want to push her

I know if she tells them they will tell her social worker and she will be moved again, and nothing will happen to that guy because she is right

While I believe her, and moms will, Kate wont.

I woke up before her and we actually get to sleep in because mom is off today

Emma is still asleep, completely on top of me again, I don't mind it though

I continued to rub her back under the shirt she was wearing until she woke up

"Buongiorno bella" I tell her

"Sleepy, go back to sleep" she says with her eyes closed and I laugh a little

"It's morning time, time to get up" I say and she dramatically rolls off of me

"You don't even love me" she pouts and I smile

"Yes I do!" I exclaim and pepper small kisses all over her face causing her to giggle

"Okay okay!" She laughs and I stop and kiss her lips before sitting back up and she does the same

"I don't want to leave you today" she says and I sigh, I didn't want her to leave either

I pushed her now short dark hair behind her ear and cupped her face with my hands,

I may be biased but Emma is truly the definition of beautiful,

I kissed her gently and traced her cheeks with my thumb, even just holding her face I could tell she's been losing weight

"Let's go get breakfast, you don't even have to leave until later" I say and she nods and we went out to the kitchen where mom was reading something while drinking a smoothie

"Good morning girls" mom smiles

"Do you want me to make you breakfast or do you got it?" She ask

"We got it" I tell her and she nods

Mama taught me how to make her French toast, while it's not as good even if I follow the directions the exact same way, it's pretty decent

"Will you be okay if I go for a short run?" Mom ask and I nod

"Just do not tell mama I left you" she says and we giggle and mom goes to change quick before leaving for her run

Emma wrapped her arms around my waist, making it a little difficult to move around the kitchen but I let her be

Emma is usually clingy when it's just us, and her starting her period yesterday morning just adds to it, mama always buys me extra things to give to Emma when ever she comes over since she knows Emma is shy about that

However I won't see her for a week so I was just letting her do what she wanted

I finished breakfast for us both and instead of sitting next to me Emma sat in my lap

"Bambina"I chuckle

"Just let me cuddle, everything is going to get worse later" she says and I frown

"You're telling them?" I ask her, I know I told her she has to but that was wrong of me, I can't push her. It's up to her what she wants to do

"Yea" she whispers