Vivianas POV
I felt a lot better now. I wasn't so scared of Emma seeing me, while yes I was still completely nervous, I wasn't scared
"Dinner is done, be respectful please" mom says coming into my room
"I will be if she is" I say and mom smiles
"That's all I can ask" she says and I grab Emma's hand and we go out to the kitchen we're mama and Gabriella were talking in Italian.
"English now please" mama tells her and Gabriella rolls her eyes
"Quanto tempo è passato? Ancora niente italiano?" Gabriella says and mama shoots me a look silently telling me not to say anything
{how long has it been? Still no Italian?}
Emma squeezed my hand and I smiled and look at her,
"Gabriella this is Emma, vivs girlfriend" mama says
"Nice to meet you" Emma says
"You too" Gabriella replies
Dinner was seriously so awkward, I barely ate. I don't like eating in front of new people, especially when I feel like I'm being judged
Emma noticed and just kept her hand on my thigh
"Mom can we go?" I ask after Emma had stopped eating and she nods
"Go ahead" mom says and I smile and Emma and I go to my room
"You didn't eat" she frowns
"I can't.... Not when I'm around that- she devil" I say and she sighs
"Why don't you like her?" She ask me and we sit on the bed
"I just hate her vibe, and she's always mean to me and mom" I say and she nods
"Then we hate her together" she says and I laugh and mama calls us back out
"Ugh" I groan and Emma pulls me off the bed
"Let's go" she chuckles
When we got out there everyone was in the living room and I sat down on the couch and Emma sat next to me
"How old are you now?" Gabriella ask
"16" I tell her
"I remember that age, don't you Carina? We were wild then" she says
"Yea sure do" mama smiles and sips on her wine
"Tanto divertimento e tanto sesso" Gabriella says and i scrunch my face
{lots of fun and lots of sex}
"Yea um- she" mama says
"Yea no I remember that one" mom says and Emma looks at me for a translation
"She used to sleep with my mama" I say
"Bambina!" Mama exclaims and I shrug
"Can we go to my room now?" I ask
"There is nothing wrong with being out here" mama says
"But mama!" I exclaim
"Sure you're 16?" Gabriella chuckles
"Sure you're an adult? You don't act like one" I say
"Viviana!" Both mom and mama yell
"What?" I ask
"Princesa stop" Emma mumbles and I sigh
"I'm sorry" I say aloud
"Go to your room please" mom says and I nod, I know this wasn't her getting me in trouble, but it was able to get me away from the she devil
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Just Breathe (Marina)
FanfictionMaya and carinas daughter Viviana, suffers from both depression and anxiety, her parents just don't know to what extent until eventually It all becomes too much and Viviana reaches out to her moms This story will be mostly told from Vivianas perspe...
