Vivianas POV
It's Thursday, the day after everything happened and my moms haven't talked to me about it
Mom is mad, I know she is, she can barely look at me Now
Her and mama were arguing earlier today about me, and I just stayed in my room
"Viviana!" I heard mom yell and I quickly made my way out to them and they were on the couch, it's about 3 now
"Come here sunshine" mom says and I sit next to her and lean into her
"Mama and I talked and we are not making you go back to Seattle high" she says and I nod, knowing there was more
"We will talk to your principal tomorrow on how to get everything transferred to an online program, but, with that being said you are not allowed to be alone in this house, meaning you will come with me or mama every time we both have to work" mom tells me
"But mom! That's not fair" I protest
"It is Viviana, these are our rules" mama says and I groan, I know they don't trust me
"And your door stays open at all times" mom says and I sit up
"Whoa what the fuck?" I ask
"Language!" They both scold
"Mom that's not fair! I'm 16! I need my privacy" I tell her
"It's just for now, you can close it when you are getting changed but other than that it stays open" mama says
"But... but why?" I ask
"Do you want the truth?" Mom ask and I nod
"We don't trust you to be alone right now, we don't want you doing something that can hurt you and the only way we can make sure of that is to keep the door open" she tells me and I sigh
I know they have a good reason but it doesn't make it any better
"Now... I am going to make us dinner for tonight...bambina mom and I need you to come talk to us when you're feeling upset" mama says and I nod and stay on the couch leaning into mom
"Are you mad?" I ask and she sighs
"Yes" she says And I look to to the ground
"But not at you, " she says
"I'm mad that this happened in the first place, I'm mad that Jo kept it from us, I'm mad that I didn't know where you were all day and I'm mad that I didn't listen to you" she says
"I'm sorry sunshine." She says and I sit up
"Don't be, you and mama do everything to keep me safe and happy... and and you do. But... sometimes I just get caught up in my head and the thoughts just- take over" I admit
"Oh baby.... I'm so sorry..." she says
"Stop apologizing" I say
"I know that you don't like our rules we have right now but,, it's for you" she says and I sigh
"I know" I tell her
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"Viv!" Mama says coming into my room
It's the next morning now
"We're heading to the school, you want to come ?" Mama ask,
"Yea... I'll go" I say and get dressed
I really just wanted to tell my favorite teacher I was leaving
When we got to the school I stayed behind my moms as we went into the office
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Just Breathe (Marina)
फैनफिक्शनMaya and carinas daughter Viviana, suffers from both depression and anxiety, her parents just don't know to what extent until eventually It all becomes too much and Viviana reaches out to her moms This story will be mostly told from Vivianas perspe...
