Just Breathe (Marina)

Chapter 53

Vivianas POV

Emma and I have been back together for a few weeks now, it's like we never broke up, she comes whenever she can or we meet at the station,

School also starts up in 2 weeks, which is terrible. I mean I'm not going back to in person but Emma is which means I won't be able to see her as much anymore

But now we don't have to worry about that, not for another 2 weeks that is

Emma stayed last night, which she has been doing more and I'm not one to complain, and I think my moms like her here more than I do at some points,

They know Emma makes me happy, and while yes I was upset over the breakup and all and didn't exactly handle my emotions the right way, I'm learning

I haven't cut since that night, honest.

My scar on my wrist is just a little pink and doesn't hurt anymore, unless I hit it against something, like the door that I have done a million times

And I know Emma hasn't either, she was always a lot more open about her self harm habits,

So now, currently Emma and I are in my bed seeing as it's like 6:30 in the morning, she was only in a sports bra and shorts while I wore a long t-shirt

"You should just get rid of this, it would be much more comfortable" I say while laying on Emma's chest and pulling at the sports bra and she giggles

"For me or for you?" She ask and I smile

"For both of us" I confirm and she smiles

"Next time, your moms are about to come make us get up anyway" she says and I groan

I hate that my parents have to work in the morning, like why not until later

But just as Emma had said mama knocked on the door and came in

Mom doesn't like the door shut, she complains to mama all the time but mama honestly just doesn't care. If Emma is here i shut it and mom gets over it

"You girls need to get dressed, we leave here in half an hour" she says

"Why can't we just stay?" I ask her

"I only have one surgery and I can come pick you up, or you can just come to the hospital with me" mama says, completely dodging the question

I just sighed and looked to emma,

"It's up to you" she says

"I want to go to the station" I say and mama nods

"Do you want me to pick you up after my surgery?" She ask and I nod

"Okay, then get dressed" she says and walks out

"When do you have to go home?" I ask Emma and she shrugs and gets out of bed and put on my sweat shirt over her without a shirt and her pair of jeans

They keep it really cold at the station anyway

"He hasn't messaged me so I don't know, but I can go home if you want me too, it's okay" she says and I shake my head

"No, I never want you to go home" I chuckle and she kisses my nose and I blush, causing her to laugh

"I hate you" I mumble

"No you don't" she remarks and I finish getting ready and we lay back in bed

"Yea... no I don't" I say and Emma moves to where she is completely on top of me, her legs and all

"It would be a lot more comfortable if you got rid of this" she says and I laugh

"Using my own words against me now?" I ask and she nods with her eyes closed