Random Various Chars X Reader

IDV | Joseph Desaulniers X Reader ( I Hate You )

Joseph never really had the thought of hurting you; he was blinded with rage and anger that he failed to notice that it was you right in front of his eyes. After that match Emily and the rest of your team took you back for healing, both worried and very concern about you since the strike Joseph did was heavily deep. You no longer have tears to cry, it was more painful to be hurt by the person you admire than the physical pain you were actually feeling. You lay there silently as Emily took care of your wounds; you never wanted to see him again. You hated how he hurt you and from there you promised not to join any game or match where Joseph was participating.

Joseph stood in the middle of his room, the shattered stuff and items on the floor show how angry he was. He was angry to himself not realizing that it was you all along he had admired you for the longest time and now he hurt you so much that it made you cry. He hated himself for not controlling his anger and letting his rage drive him mad, " y/n" he whispers your name.

The next few days were hell for Joseph, he never saw you in any of his matches and he doesn't even know what to do. He consulted Michiko about this knowing that she is one of the few hunters that you get along with really well. " just what in the world you let that happened Joseph? Hurting her? For what so you can prove yourself strong?" the woman in kimono shout in rage, it was true that they actually never saw you now a days in any matches it's like you avoided going into matches. " I don't know what got into me but I really didn't thought of hurting her, I was just blinded with anger" he reasoned out, Mary who was sitting with Michiko was also angry at how Joseph hurt you.

You were sunshine to anyone who met you, kind with gentle smile a presence that can make you feel secured and comfortable and yet joseph took the chance to hurt you. They were both angry at what is happening but they also don't know what to do right now, " I just wanted to see her and explain what happened " the photographer reasoned out, Mary nodded as she saw how miserable their friend was. " I don't think she will be willing to see you though" with the words piercing the males heart his breathe hitch, the thought of you hating him until so makes it unbearable already and he miserably wanted to say sorry to you.

Michiko: I'll try what I can do" she said, as Mary took a sip of her earl grey tea.

A knock was heard on your door, it's been two days since the incident and you avoid going out your room whatever happens, the survivor noticed this but never really pushing you hard to go out and join the matches again. Naib and Norton took blames on their self for what happened but you took the time to explain that it was not that reason at all but in the end they still think that it was their fault.

Ema: Y/n please come out, you need to eat" she called you out but you didn't bothered to answer her you didn't want to eat the sadness in your heart was still heavy. She knocks few more times but hearing no response she softly walk out her way leaving the tray of food in front of your door. You slowly opened the door seeing the food in the pathway " I am sorry Ema" you said as you took the food settling it down on the table near your bed. You saw on the door near your window pane, you still think of what happened that day, the eyes you loved the most look at you with anger the memory was still vivid like it was happening right now. You sigh as you buried your face on your hands you don't want to see him at least not now.

Time skip//

You head a soft knock " y/n" a soft voice whisper you shot the door a look, you can't recognized the voice but it makes you calm. You slowly walked to your door opening it only to reveal one of the most caring hunters you know. " hello dear" she smiled at you, confused and concern why she was here you took her hand leading her inside the room. " what are you doing here? It was dangerous you to be here" you said , " I know dear but I am also concerned about you and our little photographer" your eyes widen with the mention of the person you don't want to hear. You slowly move away from her walking towards the window pane. " Dear, Joseph didn't mean to, I am here cause his begging to see you, but since you stop going to matches he never had the chance to clarify what happened.

You shook your head " I don't want to see him, who knows what he will do to me" you added, Michiko took you hand with hers as she slowly part your head. " dear, just give him one more chance I am sure he never meant it to happened" she begged you, you slowly tighten your hold on her hand " okay, I'll meet him" you said, her eyes beam with gladness before she opened a portal on your bed " well then let's go" she said before taking you inside the portal to the other side of the manor. When the portal closes you ended up in living room, it was already night so most of the hunters were in their designated rooms.

You took the time to study the whole place, it was dark but with little lights from the candles, Michiko guided you in one of the chairs near the fireplace as you settled down to sit. She clap her hand as she smiled at your " wait for Joseph here okay" she smiled you only nodded in promise, you stared at the fire that is burning in different colors of oranges, the flare of red and yellow dances in the middle part of the burning woods.

Not long you've heard gentle footstep walking inside the big living room and not long you saw the familiar face you had wanted to see for so long, afraid that's what you are right now the pain he had brought still is vivid in your memory but still you wanted to hear him explain his side. " hello y/n" he called you out, you only nodded as he slowly took the sit beside you it was heavy the atmosphere is suffocating at some point but you stayed.

Joseph: I know" he started off " I know how you hated me right now I am sure you don't want to see me anymore" he said taking few short breathes " I don't blame you, that day I was blinded by hatred that I didn't recognized you in front of me, " look y/n I will understand it if you don't want to see me anymore, but please know I never meant to hurt you" he slowly stood up looking at your form, you tried your best not to look at him it feels like the heavy weight on your chest was finally gone.

He slowly sigh as he slowly walked passed you, but not before your hand grab his you stood up hugging him from behind. Shocked and confuse he slowly hold your hand which was now in front of his waist, he was about to turned to look at when you spoke " don't look , just listen to me" he heard you and there he let you do what you want. " I am hurt" you begin the pain in your words stabs his like million knife " I hated you that I really don't want to see you" you added, he took a sharp breathe as he waiting for you to continue " but I can't help to think that I really wanted to see you again, Joseph" with that he slowly turned to you, holding your hand in the process " I forgive you" you said one last time, a breathe of relief was visible in his features.

Joseph: thank you so much y/n" with that he slowly hugged you " I promised to take care of you" he added, you hugged him tight finally you are his sunshine again and this time, he was also your sunshine.

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