Dating one of my brothers friend // jonah marais

"it doesn't work like that"

I woke up to feel someone's arm around me. I looked up to see jonah. I smiled and kissed his cheek before getting up. I got up and went in the bathroom and got ready, i didn't have nothing to do today. I don't know why i woke up this early.

I got ready and went in the living room to see eva here, watching tv. I walked pass and went in the kitchen. What is she doing here?
She then came in "hey" she said expecting me to answer. Nah

I know you're mad but I'm sorry. I know i- ~ eva

It doesn't work like that. You can't just come and expect me to just hug and say it's okay ~ brianna

What do you want me me to do then ~ Eva

Leave ~ brianna

Are you serious? ~ Eva

I'm just to forgive you. Give me one good reason why i should ~ brianna

She didn't answer. She looked has if she was thinking of something to say but it couldn't come out.

That's what i thought. You're right though, i have change but I've changed in a good way ~ brianna

I walked away and went back to my room. Jonah was up and in bed. "Why didn't you fix things"

You heard? ~ brianna

Yeah you guys talk really loud.  You could have fixed things. Don't you want things to go back how they were ~ jonah

Yes but i can't keep forgiving every time something happen ~ brianna

Worst have happened and you forgive her why not now ~ jonah

Cause I'm tired of forgiving people. Maybe it's time i let go of certain people ~ brianna

Maybe not ~ jonah

Why are you on her side ~ Brianna

Sides? I'm just trying to be the bigger person. This is all just crazy and unnecessary ~ jonah

I hate that he's right but i feel weak. I always forgive people. I'm tired of it but at the same time maybe some people are worth to be forgiven a million times.

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I finished moving in my things and everything was now ready. I can finally move into my own house.
I'm currently at the smoothie shop when i saw daniel walk in. He walked up and went to order.

Bri🦄
I spy with my little eye's

I saw him look at his phone then he started looking around the room like an baby looking for their mom in a grocery store. He finally spotted me and smiled.

Daniel 🐐
A girly i can't get cause i gotta girlfriend

Bri🦄
😂

He grabbed his drink and walked over, he sat across from me.

Always getting smoothie by yourself ~ daniel

I swear it's nothing personal ~ brianna

I know it's because i didn't get you that taco. I said i was sorry ~ daniel

We both started laughing. But for real, he got everyone tacos but me.

Are you excited for tour ~ brianna

Super excited, are you coming with us ~ daniel

I wish but I'm leaving next week for shooting ~ brianna

Oh ~ daniel

We both stayed there talking. I forgot how fun it was to hangout with daniel. It's been so long.

I'm back!
Took a break but I'm back. Not sure if I'm back fr good but I'll try and update more.