Dating one of my brothers friend // jonah marais

things are getting worse...

I had to wake up early this morning in order to leave and go to logans and not be late for set. When i was leaving jonah wasn't awake.

I reached logans, got showered and head off to set. I was a bit earlt so i went to my trailer. I was there playing on my phone, reading all these post about  the twitter thing. When a knock was placed on the doors of my trailer.

I got up and opened it to see someone i did not expect. I stud there not for a sec forgetting that today's the day he started his guest appearance.

"Well someone's not happy to see me" he said turning around to walk away.
It's weird. Neither of us had texted since that twitter drama.

NO, i.... just wasn't expecting you. Come in ~ Brianna

I moved out the way and went back to the chair i was sitting on. He sat on the other across from me.

Came a bit early and John said you came early too, so i just decided to stop by ~ Dylan

Yeah it's um...... it's fine. What's not fine is that i totally forgot to study my lines cause i was so busy thinking about this twitter thing ~ Brianna

I'm so sorry about that. I didn't know it was bothering you this much, knowing we're like....... you know, Dylan and Brianna but I'll try and see if i can do something ~ Dylan

Yeah, it just bothers me that know one's talking about it. Differently from people on social media ~ Brianna

What do you mean ~ Dylan

You and i literally avoided texting each other. And i went to see Jonah yesterday and he acted like nothing happened. If somethings going down and i don't talk to someone about i feel like everything's gonna go wrong and never be the same ~ Brianna

I'm sure everythings gonna be alright. Why didn't know talk to him about it yesterday ~ Dylan

Everything felt so good yesterday..... not that, that..... you know what i mean but i didn't want to ruin the moment..... not like that ~ Brianna

"I wasn't thinkin like that but okay" he said laughing.

We have thirty mintues before we start shooting, can help you study your lines ~ Dylan

"Sure" i said getting the script.

It did help somewhat to talk with Dylan. Now it's just up to me to talk with Jonah.

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We're now on break and decided to go down the street to grab lunch.
We entered the cafe and got a booth. I posted everyone on my story. I then got a text from eva.

Eva❣
Bitch I'm back, where is you at??

Bri🦄
I'm on break at set

Eva❣
Wen did u start shooting??

Bri🦄
Couple days ago

Eva❣
Whats good with this twitter bs ?

Bri🦄
😥😣 i can't right now
And all these rumors about 'bylan'
U know how me and dylan is, we're....... freaking Brianna And Dylan.

Eva❣
How's Jonah taking this??

Bri🦄
*sigh* he's acting like nothing's happening. He haven't mentioned nothing about twitter.

Are you gonna eat or be on you phone, we have 10 minutes before we get back ~ Dylan

I looked up from my phone to see everyone was almost done. I closed my phone and started eating.

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We all walked back to set and started shooting again. Apart from me still thinking about everything, being on set with both dylan and newt is best thing ever.
I was in my chair waiting on my scene when my phone buzzed, i took it up to see it was another post about me and Dylan. It also had a picture of us as we were walking back to set.

@hollywoodtea
Dylan O'Brien and Brianna Paul was spotted leaving lunch date mid way through shooting. As we received the news that he was the guest of episode 3. Both have been silent these past few days, but this proves they're still hanging out and are on with something. Is bylan real?

I shook my head as i closed my phone and sighed. Dylan's phone then started going off. I saw him looking at it then his face expression changed, he looked kinda mad. He left the room and went outside.
My phone then went off and i saw hr had just tweeted someone.

@dylanobrien
@hollywoodtea it was an amazing date...... wasn't it? *tags the entire cast*
Y'all need to stop posting shit that ain't true. someone's gonna lose a job, I'm tired of this bs. How much clear can we make this. BYLAN ISN'T A THING.

He still hadn't come back inside so i went out there looking for him. I saw him sitting under a tree so i went over to him.

"Hey" i said sitting beside him

I can't no more ~ Dylan

It's okay, we both know they're rumors ~ Brianna

It's not okay. They need to stop, they know you in a relationship and still talking about bylan. I didn't care if they think we were cute and all but each time they post about us being together it just soaks in more that I'll never have you because you're happy with jonah ~ Dylan

Did he just..... he just said he'll never have me, does that mean he wants me.... wait what the heck.
I was there with my open not knowing what to say. This is so gonna change everything, exactly what i was afraid of.

Oh shit....... i just said tha-.... i was not supposed to say that. I'm so sorry ~ Dylan

"It's....... it's okay. I'm just gonna get back on set" i said getting up and walking away

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I finished on set and was now in my room just laying on my bed. I wanted to shoot the video today but i didn't want to just act normal in front of a camera and not talk about what's going on. I know I've literally been doing that for the past few days and i want it to stop. I hate it.  And dylan just made things worst.