Dating one of my brothers friend // jonah marais

SmASh.....

Jonah was driving me back to logan, he wanted to come with me when i tell him. I'm sitting in the car and i can feel my legs sweating, this is the worst. I've never been this nervous in long while. We pulled up to the apartment and made our way inside.

We entered the house to see no one. We both walked over logans room and opened the door. "Holy shit!" I quickly covered Jonah's eye's before i closed his door.

Wrong timing ~ Jonah

Or maby it's the universe telling me to not tell him ~ Brianna

"Tell me what " logan said walking out in some shorts

I honestly can't talk to you right now...can you like shower first ~ Brianna

"Fine but you weren't supposed to home hom this early" he said going back in his room

"Maby the universe is giving you more reason to get your own place" Jonah said turning the tv on

I was thinking about that actually ~ Brianna

A house ~ Jonah

Yeah, Kate's looking for me ~ Brianna

Just as he was about to answer lexi came from logans room. She had her bag and her shoe in her hand, her dress was unzipped and her hair was messy.

"Zip your dress" i said as i once again covered Jonah's eye's.

"Oh thanks" she said looking down to zip it up

"Text me" i shouted as she leaves the room.

Jonah then removed my hands shaking his head. A couple minutes later logan came out in a pants and a maverick sweatshirt. He came and sat on one of the love sacks.

I could feel the change in the atmosphere has i contemplate how I'm gonna tell him.

So... you can finally cross off number three off the to do list ~ Brianna

"Yah yeeet. Your boy just smashed" he said getting up and walking over to the board.

"Stop stalling" Jonah whispered as logan walks back

I've done something really bad that I'm now regretting and it's hard for me to just tell because i know you're not gonna be happy about it. And I'm really sorry logan ~ Brianna

Has tears form in my eye's i could see the confusion and concern look in his eye's.

Icutmyself ~ Brianna

"Lemme see" he said in a low and dolorous voice

I stretched out my hand showing him. I could see the very light from his face slowly leave.

I wasn't there to stop you. I wasn't the to help you. I wasn't there at all. I'm you older brother, I'm all the family you have out here and I'm not here for. I spend more time with anything but you, slowly as the clock ticks i won't we able to call you baby sis no more. Why'd you do it though ~ Logan

I was in deep stress and i needed it to stop. Clearly it didn't help. I don't want you to ever think you weren't here for me. You've been here all this time, you've been here more than anyone. I'll always be your baby sis and I'm sorry ~ Brianna

Tell me you won't ever do this or anything else that could hurt you. And if you ever wanna talk I'm here for you ~ Logan

"I promise " i said hugging him.

We stayed there for a bit before we left. Jonah and i had a day planned. We were now off to get lunch.

We were sitting at out table when i got a text from Dylan.

Dyl pickle⚘
I spy with my little eyes, a wild goat having lunch with her boyfriend in the wild safari

Bri🦄
😂😂 exactly why i question our friendship
Where are you?

Dyl pickle⚘
Look str8 ahead, in the far back

I look to see a smiling Dylan waving, i smiled and waved back. Jonah saw me and turned to to look. Dylan waved to him and he returned to wave before turning back around and giving me the look.

I didn't plan this ~ Brianna

I didn't say nothing ~ Jonah

But i know the look~ Brianna

Whose the girl? ~ Jonah

Wish i could answer that ~ Brianna

Bri🦄
Come over

Dyl pickle⚘
I don't wanna intrude

Bri🦄
I'm not even gonna try with you stubborn ass.
But whose the cutie *wigglys eyebrow*

Dyl pickle⚘
EW......  😵

Bri🦄
What?

Dyl pickle⚘
That's stella 💩

Bri🦄
STELLA OBRIEN Snbfjmlxk

Dyl pickle⚘
You weren't this excited to meet me and I'm the famous one

Bri🦄
Oh please get over yourself
Queen stella
She looks nothing like you

Dyl pickle⚘
I know..... i obviously got all the looks
She looks like a wet muskrat

I looked up to see she hitting him in the side of his head.

Bri🦄
Is she reading our message? 😂😂😂

Dyl pickle⚘
Yeah

Bri🦄
Hi stella 🙃

I looked up once again to see her waving at me, i waved back and told Dylan I'd text him later.

I closed my phone and put it away. And continue eating.

What you wanna do after this ~ Brianna

Zach wanted to go bowling and i promise him we'd go ~ Jonah

Can we and everyone go later tonight ~ Brianna

Sure, either way I'm gonna win ~ Jonah

Pshhh. Challenge accepted ~ Brianna

My phone then buzzed, i sighed as i open it to see a text message from zach. I raised my eyebrow as open the message.

Zachh🐼
Hey, are you free??
I really need a friend to talk to

Bri🦄
I'm having lunch at the moment but I'll be over asap

Zachh🐼
I'm actually at the dog park close to our house

Bri🦄
U gotta dog now?

Zachh🐼
No
But if you need me I'll be here

Bri🦄
Is everything okay?
Zach??
ZACH
Helloo

I quickly finished eating, i told Jonah I'd meet him back at the house as we part ways. I ordered an unber and quickly made my way to the park.