I've Slept with A Gay

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Warning! SPG

revised 03/12/19

Chapter 1

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My head was throbbing. Hinahatak naman ang mga talukap ko papikit nang di malamang pwersa. Naramdaman ko naman agad ang malambot na hinihigaan na siyang lalo pang nagpaantok sa akin.

"Hey! Don't sleep yet," narinig kong sabi ng estrangherong kasama ko ngayon.

I was going to ignore him if not for the thing that furtively touched one of my private parts.

The sudden interaction do wonders in my stomach up to my spine. It halted my breath for a second. Para akong nagising pero nanatiling hilo at lasing.

"Uhhh," namutawi na lamang sa mga labi ko.

Agad akong nagduda at nagtaka sa kung anong bagay na nararamdaman ko. It was a spur of a sudden electricity that I've felt for the first time. Nagground ba ako nang 'di ko namalayan? Baka nakadikit na pala ako sa mga electrical outlets!

I tried to open my eyes to take a glance of who's with me but all I could see is a blurred image of a man, a few centimeters away from me. I could only imagine his well-built upper body based on what I can see. Tingin ko'y lalong nakadagdag sa pagkalabo ng aking paningin ang kadiliman ng paligid. Ang magandang lampara lamang sa 'di kalayuan ang nagsisilbing liwanag. The moon is absent today that it is this dark..and ominous. Wala rin akong nakitang electrical outlet sa paligid na malapit sa akin.

"You like it, huh?" he whispered with a hint of a smirk. Nakita ko 'yon nang kaunti dahil medyo lumapit siya ngunit malabo pa rin at hindi ko siya mahitsura.

I squinted my eyes, hoping that it could help clear my view of the strange man in front of me.

Bahagya na lang akong natawa sa aking isip nang mapagmasdan ang lalaki na tila hawig sa isang artista.

Maybe, alcohol is playing with my mind.

I struggled to lift my head to see what is happening. Muntikan na lang akong himatayin nang makitang hubad na ako habang torso lamang ng lalaki ang walang saplot.

Alam ko na ang nangyayari nang mga oras na iyon ngunit tila baga ang kamang nagpapasilab sa init na nararamdaman ko na siyang ginagatungan pa ng mga haplos ng lalaking hindi ko kilala.

Napasinghap akong bigla nang maramdaman ang isang daliring pumasok sa aking pagkababae. Medyo maasakit.

I wanted him to stop. So I hold his left hand.

Ang mga mata niyang, bagama't naaaninag ko lang—nag-aalab sa kalasingan at kamundohan—ay tumitig sa akin.

He stopped and did not speak, but his eyes did. They talked with me and I was as if hypnotized.

All I could manage to do is to stare at him despite my cloudy view of him.

And maybe, it was my eyes that told him to continue because the next thing I knew, I was kissing him... again!

It was so solemn and so passionate at the first minutes. It even drags me to sleep but it wasn't like that to him because he is much burning than before.

His lips trailed down my neck. I know he's leaving his marks at certain parts and I am aware that I am liking it. His hands continued their halted jobs. Kaibahan lang sa kaninang humahaplos nitong kanang kamay sa aking braso't balikat, ngayon ay pinangtukod niya sa kama upang maiangat ang sarili. Panandalian din niyang inalis ang isang kamay sa pagitan ng aking hita upang hubarin ang natatanging saplot.

I am already anticipating of what will happen. I can only deal of the consequences later, for the guy in front of me erased the thoughts of doubt inside my head the moment he became more aggressive when he's done removing all of his clothes.