Dear Pineapple Pals,
I know I haven't updated in a while, and I am sorry for that. Most of you know the reason why, and I am so sorry I haven't been keeping up with the story. It's getting easier, but I still hurt. Last week I broke down crying in school, and I'm not one to cry in school, or at all. I am currently stuck on this new chapter of the story. I know what I want to happen but its writing it down that is hard. How to phrase everything, how to add some twists and turns. It’s a lot harder than it looks.
Anyway, I don't like posting sad stuff, but where it’s been awhile I decided to post this little note for my great grandfather. I feel like it’s the right thing to do, so I'm sorry that I haven't updated, but here's something I wrote for my great grandfather... Two things actually.
Here's a poem I wrote while he was in the hospital.
Climb the stairs
And let him in
Joy and mirth
Free of sin
Don’t judge him
For the past
Especially now
He’s free at last
Heave and gold
Marble and sky
Time passes slow
For this guy
Open the gate
And see the surprise
Now that he’s seen
His last sun rise
Beauty and soul
Fire and ice
Take it from me
Its the roll of the dice
Not that I believe
But I know he does
I don’t know why
But I know it’s because he loves
He needs to let go
Of the mistakes he made
He will make it
To that trade
He was a great man
And I know it in my heart
Right now I’m doing everything
Not to be torn apart
I love him a lot
And I know it’s not fair
That I want him to stay
And not go up there
But however I know
He needs to let go
To cry the tears
And just let them flow
Heaven and Hell
Blood and tears
Doing everything
Not to show fear
In this world
When we die
Our souls live on
With no lie
With every passing moment
And every passing day
There’s always a price
That we must pay
We are born
And we die
And go up to that marble gate
In the sky
Of all the world
Love is peace
Everyone is strong
No one is weak
Many battles he fought
Many times he won
But this is a fight
That has been done
He fought to the end
And took his last breath
Everything’s peaceful
Even in death...
And here is something I just randomly started writing.
And the tears they start to fall
And the moon it starts to glow
And the pain it starts to heal
But even still you’re not here
And my heart it starts to break
And my love it starts to ache
With you gone I’m all alone
Even still I’m not alone
You couldn’t heal these empty wounds
So how could I sew up these holes
You’re not here you’re faraway
And even still it’s not a day
That I don’t cry or shed a tear
‘Cause you are gone, I’m still right here
Thank you, all of you, for reading my story. You don't know how much I want to thank you. Time is a valuable thing, so don't waste a single moment of it with your loved ones. You never know when they will leave. So go hug your mom, or dad, or grandma, or grandpa, or brother, or sister, or your friends, or whoever else and tell them you love them, because every time you hug them and say you love them means more than anything else. Take time out of your day every day to let those around you know how much you love them and appreciate them, because you never know when they will be taken away from you in death. Just remember though, when someone dies they are no longer in pain, they no longer feel hurt, they are happy and they are always watching you, and they will always be proud of you. They will live on in your memories, and in the love you have for them. Just because they are gone doesn't mean they will be forgotten. So take nothing for granted, and take no one for granted. Love everyone and everything.
Love,
KyoSilvaria
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