It's Been A Month (Edited)

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Dear Pineapple Pals,

  I know I haven't updated in a while, and I am sorry for that. Most of you know the reason why, and I am so sorry I haven't been keeping up with the story. It's getting easier, but I still hurt. Last week I broke down crying in school, and I'm not one to cry in school, or at all. I am currently stuck on this new chapter of the story. I know what I want to happen but its writing it down that is hard. How to phrase everything, how to add some twists and turns. It’s a lot harder than it looks.

  Anyway, I don't like posting sad stuff, but where it’s been awhile I decided to post this little note for my great grandfather. I feel like it’s the right thing to do, so I'm sorry that I haven't updated, but here's something I wrote for my great grandfather... Two things actually.

Here's a poem I wrote while he was in the hospital.

Climb the stairs

And let him in

Joy and mirth

Free of sin

Don’t judge him

For the past

Especially now

He’s free at last

Heave and gold

Marble and sky

Time passes slow

For this guy

Open the gate

And see the surprise

Now that he’s seen

His last sun rise

Beauty and soul

Fire and ice

Take it from me

Its the roll of the dice

Not that I believe

But I know he does

I don’t know why

But I know it’s because he loves

He needs to let go

Of the mistakes he made

He will make it

To that trade

He was a great man

And I know it in my heart

Right now I’m doing everything

Not to be torn apart

I love him a lot

And I know it’s not fair

That I want him to stay

And not go up there

But however I know

He needs to let go

To cry the tears

And just let them flow

Heaven and Hell

Blood and tears

Doing everything

Not to show fear

In this world

When we die

Our souls live on

With no lie

With every passing moment

And every passing day

There’s always a price

That we must pay

We are born

And we die

And go up to that marble gate

In the sky

Of all the world

Love is peace

Everyone is strong

No one is weak

Many battles he fought

Many times he won

But this is a fight

That has been done

He fought to the end

And took his last breath

Everything’s peaceful

Even in death...

And here is something I just randomly started writing.

And the tears they start to fall

And the moon it starts to glow

And the pain it starts to heal

But even still you’re not here

And my heart it starts to break

And my love it starts to ache

With you gone I’m all alone

Even still I’m not alone

You couldn’t heal these empty wounds

So how could I sew up these holes

You’re not here you’re faraway

And even still it’s not a day

That I don’t cry or shed a tear

‘Cause you are gone, I’m still right here

  Thank you, all of you, for reading my story. You don't know how much I want to thank you. Time is a valuable thing, so don't waste a single moment of it with your loved ones. You never know when they will leave. So go hug your mom, or dad, or grandma, or grandpa, or brother, or sister, or your friends, or whoever else and tell them you love them, because every time you hug them and say you love them means more than anything else. Take time out of your day every day to let those around you know how much you love them and appreciate them, because you never know when they will be taken away from you in death. Just remember though, when someone dies they are no longer in pain, they no longer feel hurt, they are happy and they are always watching you, and they will always be proud of you. They will live on in your memories, and in the love you have for them. Just because they are gone doesn't mean they will be forgotten. So take nothing for granted, and take no one for granted. Love everyone and everything.

  Love,

KyoSilvaria

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