Tyler's pov
I feel like utter shit after what I done to Noelani. The boys have had their eyes on me ever since she left with Troye. I literally feel like a prisoner but they have let me out of my room more and let me into the living room so I can film and relax a little.
They won't let me in Noelani's room. The door has been shut ever since she left. It feels odd not having her here, giggling next to you or hearing her laugh in her room. Or even to get a good morning hug.
Troye came over to tell us that she is okay just scared shitless... Well that makes me feel miles better about myself... Just kidding. I have scared her, she is scared of me. He said she isn't ready to come back home, that she can barely face the at the O2L house. She has shut herself in Connor's old room and will come out a few times.
Connor was told what happened and he skyped me and raged and then asked me to try and contact her after I explained and apologised for being a twat. After what I put her through why would she respond to me? Of all people wouldn't I be the last one she would want to talk to?
But I do what Connor asked me to do and call her on Skype. Well the boys gave me permission after overhearing our conversation and Connor texting them to let me skype her.
I call her and I'm surprised that I got answered within a few seconds.
"Tyler? What do you want?" Jc asks.
Well I guess I didn't exactly get Noelani. But perhaps she could hear me?
"Connor has asked me to apologise to Noelani." I say firmly.
"Oh so because Connor asked you to say sorry you have to do it. Forget it Tyler." He says shaking his head.
"I also want to apologise on my own reasoning. She deserves to know that I regret what I done and that I'll never do that again or go near her if she doesn't want me to." I say as my heart breaks a little.
"It will take a bit more than a word to fix the shit you have done to her." He growls.
"I know but at least it is a start. Let me talk to her. I will keep on calling until I see her at least." I say determined to see Noelani.
"Well I guess you'll have to keep on trying. You're not going to skype or contact her!" He shouts.
Just before he hangs up I hear a small voice telling him to stop. Jc stops his action of hanging up and sighs. He looks behind himself, not letting me see the person that I already know who it is
"Let me talk to him... I want to know what... He has to say." I hear the weak voice of Noelani in the back ground.
"Noelani you are unwell. You're too weak..." Jc says looking at her.
"I don't care. I want to know what he has to say." She says with a little bit of firmness in her voice.
"Fine but if he says anything stupid you better hang up." Jc says walking.
"I will." She says as Jc sets it in front of her.
I smile slightly as I see her face. She looks so pale and in pain. Just from her screen I can tell that she has lost some weight. Her eyes are full of pain and she can barely manage a small smile.
"Hi Tyler." She says quietly.
I smile at the sound of her English accent. But it sounds like it took a lot of energy just for her to say those two words.
"Hi Noelani... I am so sorry about last night or the night that I attacked you. I wasn't in control of myself. I didn't know what I was doing. I went in your room to apologise to you about everything I said before but I couldn't.
"I wanted to feel your lips against mine and then when I did I couldn't stop myself for wanting more. I tried to stop but I was so badly drawn to you. I wanted your skin against mine and I wanted you to kiss me back with an actual meaning.
"I know I hurt you and I feel like utter shit about that. I seriously do. I know you won't forgive me straight away because what I done was horrible, but I hope you can forgive me at least a tiny bit." I spill out to her.
She looks down and I she knock her laptop a little and reveals her stomach. I hold in a gasp as how much weight she has some how managed to lose within a night or two.
She looks up at me with pain all over her face and she struggle to talk.
"I forgive you Ty but... I am not ready to come home... Not alone. I know it sounds horrible... But what you done has frightened me... And you know why you... just need to think about it." She says the last part quietly.
I think about it for a few minutes and it hits me like a smack in the cheek. That man, The Waiter... I must of been just like him... forcing myself on to her, hurting her until she was screaming and crying in pain. Hurting her until she was begging me to stop.
"Noelani... I am so fucking sorry. I didn't think of that... I just thought you hated me and never wanted to be near me again." I say feeling guilty.
She smiles weakly and tears fill her eyes.
"It's okay Ty... You're the least of my worries right now... You haven't really done anything bad... Considered what happened today." I see a tear roll down her cheek.
"Why? What happened today that was worse?!" I ask her worried.
"N- Nothing... It is N- nothing." She says holding back her tears and sobbing
"Noelani what happened?!" I ask out of fear and desperation
"It doesn't matter... ByeTy... I love you." She hangs up leaving me shocked.
What the fuck happened today?! Was she attacked properly?! Who? Why? I think about it and that man is the only thing that came to mind. I grab my phone and text Connor.
'Connor skype Noelani right now! I think she has been hurt by The Waiter! ~Tyler." I send it and put my phone next to me.
'Okay. I gather she answered your call? ~Connor.' He replies after a few minutes of waiting.
'Yes but that doesn't matter! Skype her right now! ~Tyler.'
'Fine I will. ~C'
'Prepare yourself though... She isn't in a good condition... ~Tyler'
I don't get any reply. I gather he is now talking to her. Something doesn't seem right with him. I mean it was like I forced him to skype her because he said "fine I will."
Wouldn't he want to Skype his girlfriend after trying to contact her all day?
Another thing that doesn't seem right is that he only put "C" he always puts his full name unless if he is angry, upset or drunk... Shit. He had the stag do tonight!...
Jc's Pov
I don't like the fact that Typer is skyping Noelani. Something doesn't seem right with this situation. I pace along the hall way on the top floor and I hear Noelani weakly talking to him.
She has been going down hill ever since she encountered The Waiter. Her cheeks have lost their pinkness. Her hair has lost its bouncyness. Her voice has lost its gentle and kindness. Her stomach has lost a bit of weight as she is declining food that we offer and isn't drinking anything. Her skin has lost all colour, she looks white, maybe even grey. And her eyes... They look dead.
It's hurting us all seeing her like this. It's hurting Troye the most because he has no idea what's going on because we haven't allowed him to up and see her because we don't want him getting hurt.
A few times Noelani has asked for him but we have had to say no because Troye will be destroyed. I know that sounds horrible but if its destroying us O2L boys we can't imagine the damage it'll do to Troye.
I hear her close her laptop and I gently knock on her door. She whispers a go away and I sigh and rest my head against the door.
Vega scratches at the door and meows at it as she knows whose inside. I pick Vega up and kiss her head. She purrs cuddles into my hand and arm. I sigh and carry her downstairs to join the others...
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A/N
Hi guys I'm sorry this is late. I badly over slept but I still managed to put something up for y'all.
Where Connor is drunk do you think the skype call will be affected by that?
Does Noelani really forgive Tyler or is she just exhausted and wanted to be left alone?
Why do you think Noelani has lost a lot of weight or is it Tyler's mind playing tricks on him because he hasn't seen her for a little while?
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