All In (Interracial Romance)

Chapter 69

Copyright © 2019 Nicole Mckoy

Caleb P.O.V.

After getting a little drunk at the bar I called Asher and had him come pick me up.

I couldn't drive.

He took me with him to the club because he said he wanted to cheer me up.

He asked me what was wrong and I just said female problems.

I didn't go into detail. He didn't really know my relationship with Zoey anyway.

I sat in the VIB drinking a beer.

I looked at my phone and scrolled through pictures of Zoey.

I was torturing myself right now by doing this.

She's so pretty.

She was so sweet.

She looked out for me.

She got me clean.

How could she cheat and let that prick Livingston get her pregnant!

I put my phone back in my box and stood up.

I was wobbly as Courtney came over.

When did she get here?

"Woah there. Easy does it Caleb," Courtney said as she helped hold me up.

"I need to get out of here," I slurred.

"Need a fix?" she whispered.

I placed my hand to her hip.

"You got some coke?" I asked.

"Yeah... lets go to the bathroom," she said.

I let Courtney take my hand and lead the way.

She took me into the women's bathroom with her. It was empty and she locked the door.

I stood by the counter and placed my hands by the sink.

Courtney got some coke out of her bag and sprinkled it out on the counter for me.

"Go on," she encouraged.

I looked at myself in the mirror and knew I shouldn't do this.

I was drunk but not drunk enough to throw away my sobriety from cocaine.

"I don't want that," I said.

"Then what do you want baby?" Courtney asked as she ran her hands over my back.

I turned around swiftly and picked her up.

"To escape what I'm feeling," I said.

I pressed Courtney against the wall and kissed her. She wrapped her legs around me and I pushed up her dress.

I moved my hands up her body and pinned her hands above her head.

"Fuck me Caleb," she moaned as I kissed all over her neck.

I stopped kissing all over Courtney and locked eyes with her.

When I saw her I saw Zoey.

I can't do this.

I know it's over with Zoey but she's all I can think about right now. I'd feel wrong fucking Courtney knowing my mind and heart are with someone else.

I put Courtney down and pulled away from her.

"Caleb what's wrong?" Courtney asked as she cupped my face in her hands.