Satan School of Sophomores

This Book I Read: 12/26/14

6:50pm Friday, December 26

Promise rings are seriously pointless. I'm not the first to say, it's only a ring. And we all know, it is rarely the guy's original idea in a heterosexual relationship.

9:21pm
It's actually called Baba O'Riley, not Teenage Wasteland by The Who. Bitch-fact of the day.

I also cannot stand boys who don't like receiving oral or giving oral. I don't understand their ways. One day, I will accept this, but for now I stand in my own virgin ideals.

I hope I'm good at blowjobs!

I finished a book about a boy who's girlfriend became a nymphomaniac after being raped. It was tortuous to read. I wanted to rip her face off. The book left me feeling glad it ended but glad I read it. Everything in-between was pure gutted confusion, sadness, fear but also suspense. I have so many questions.

How do I stop myself from blaming the victim?

This book makes me think about how important it is to be a complete person. To love, to think, to care, to have personality, depth, and substance.

Fault Line by Christa Desir

The (consensual) sex scenes were so vivid, I feel a little violated.

I feel like I shouldn't have read this book.

I feel broken. I feel rough. I need to get it out of my head. I need to step away. I want to laugh.

Misfits marathon it is.