Imperfect: 3/3/15

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3:48pm Tuesday, March 3

Sometimes it's difficult for me to see someone enjoying being with me in a romantically inclined way. Sometimes I'm boring, I like to sit quietly and read a lot and listen to music that my friends sometimes hate, I eat weird food, and even I can't enjoy my own company at times. I don't have a smoking hot, perfectly sexy body. I'm pretty average. My eyes are brown, my hair is cut crappily with this ridiculous fading-out blue. My skin is acne-scarred. I'm mean. How do I expect to date a guy that's actually hot when I'm mediocre at best?

I get this shivery-awful feeling when I think about how I've never seen home in someone else's eyes.

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