May 2016
**YOUR POV**
„I am all for ordering Pizza tonight because I am way too tired to do anything in the kitchen." I sighed after we just entered the door of Harry's house in London a few days later and I let myself fall onto the so comfortable couch with literally still my luggage, bag and keys in my hand.
„Oh I'm all here for that too." Harry agreed as he closed the door and approached me, my eyes already closed as I was too tired to keep them open. „Let me take that from you first." He reached for my bag and purse that were still in my hand and around my shoulder.
„Thanks, babe."
„I'm gonna order those pizzas, don't fall asleep until they arrive." He said with a little laugh his phone already in his hand.
„I feel like that's impossible. I'm gonna take a quick nap until then. Just wake me up when they're here." I told him, making myself comfortable on the couch as I snuggled into the cushions.
„Alright then. I'll bring the luggage upstairs meanwhile."
„Wait, no, I can do that later." I sat up a little as he already walked off.
„They're not heavy don't worry." He called on his way up.
„Fine." I sighed before I laid back down and fell asleep not even a minute later.
„Lovie?" I opened my eyes again to Harry's soft voice and his warm hand on my shoulder, gently rubbing over it with his thumb, a sweet smile greeting me.
I rubbed my face. „Nooo I wanna keep sleeping."
Harry giggled sweetly. „Come on, love. Pizza is here and you need to eat something. At least a little bit. You drove back the whole day without eating anything than some cupcake this morning."
I sighed. „I'm literally too tired to even sit up." I whined.
Not two seconds passed as I felt him grabbing both my hands, pulling me up, my eyes still closed.
„Come on, it's your favorite pizza." He kissed my lips before he sat down on the opposite of me.
„Can we eat here tonight?" I yawned, stretching my arms as I breathed in the lovely smell. „And watch a movie or something?"
„Yep. I don't wanna have you fall off the chair at the table. At least the couch is soft if it happens here."
I laughed a litte. „Soo thoughtful of you." I grinned and grabbed a slice of my pizza that I so desperately needed after that day.
I didn't realize how hungry I really was until just now.
Harry and I finished dinner after a little while and just cuddled into each other with a blanket on top of us, watching some tv.
„Haz?" I looked up ag him, making sure he wasn't already asleep before I continued talking.
„Yeah, love?" He soothingly ran his fingers through my hair.
„Just wanna make sure...it's been some rough few days. Are you okay?" I asked him, cuddling more into his side.
He paused for a minute. „I'm okay for now." Harry nodded. „Just taking it as it comes."
I nodded understandingly.
„You? Are you okay, lovie?" He asked.
„Yeah. Same as you I guess." I told him and without saying anything further, he pulled me even closer to him, pressing a kiss on top of my head.
„Hey uhm, I got that check up appointment tomorrow. Are you coming...or not? I don't mind if you don't come, I'm just...I don't know, a bit nervous about the results...maybe even a bit scared and I don't know, I'd love you to be there just for the support, but-."
„H." I interrupted him, looking back up and cupping his cheek. „Baby, hey, stop rambling, lovie. Of course I'll come with you." I kissed his lips. „You don't have to be scared, sun. We talked about this." I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tightly. „No need to worry, lovely. It'll all be fine." I assured him. „Just some X-Rays."
He nodded. „I hate making X-Rays."
„Why that?" I wondered.
„They always have me lay down on some hard X-Ray table. It hurts every single time."
„It's been a while since the last ones they made of your spine, maybe it won't even hurt anymore." I shrugged.
„I doubt that." He chuckled. „They want me to bend this time and they'll only let me stop as soon as it starts to hurt. I haven't been in a lot of pain for a while and I can't bend that good yet, I'm just...scared, you know?"
„I understand that, H, but you don't need to do that if you feel uncomfortable or are scared. It's your right to stop if you feel like it's enough."
„I know, but..." He stopped.
„But you're a people pleaser, I know." I said and he smiled a little, nodding. „Please look out for yourself with this and say something if you have to. This is about you, not anyone else."
He nodded again. „Okay." Harry kissed my lips this time. „I love you so much."
„Love you too, Haz." I leaned my head against his chest again.
*
The next day early in the morning, Harry somehow convinced me to go with him for a run before he'd have his check up appointment in the afternoon.
„I still don't get how you got me to do this with you." I breathed, trying to catch up with Harry who ran in front of me.
„Come on, it's good for your health." He chuckled, running even faster away from me.
„Ughh come on." I huffed, trying to catch up, which I did a little later when he finally slowed down and just walked, making me being able to overtake him. „Who's the slow one now, huh?" I grinned, looking back and realizing he was still walking, so I went back. „Are you coming or what?"
He nodded. „Yeah, yeah. Just...just need to catch my breath." He breathed heavily.
„Okay, take your time then." I said, watching him closely. He didn't seem to be able to calm his breathing down though. „Take some deep breaths, love." I rubbed his back soothingly.
„I think it's..." He tried to take a breath. „It's my asthma." He said, pearls of sweat forming on his forehead.
„Take a puff of your inhaler then, H." I moved to stand in front of him, rubbing both his upper arms a he placed his hand on his chest.
He shook his head no. „I think I can...can do it without it. Just...need a minute."
„Okay. Try to take some deep breaths and calm down a little." I told him, breathing with him together what only led him to cough and made his breathing harder. „Shhh." I rubbed his back. „Haz, you're starting to wheeze, I don't like this." I could see him starting to panic. „Come on, let's sit down here." I led him to a bench nearby the path at the park we were at and sat him down. „Come on take some puffs, you need to relax your lungs, lovie."
Before I could even finish talking, he already had the medicine in his hand and quickly took some puffs. I rubbed his back again afterwards, calming him down a little more as I stood in front of him.
„Feeling better now?" I asked after a while of him just breathing and finally catching his breath.
„Better." He nodded. „Less tight." Harry breathed.
„Good. You're always scaring me with those random asthma attacks, lovie."
„Sorry, the moist air probably triggered it." He rubbed his face.
„H, lovie, you've had quite some attacks the past few months."
„I'm sure my asthma is fine, Y/n."
„Harry. This is the second one in less than a week. Maybe it's just the medication that needs to be changed or something."
„I don't know." He shrugged.
„Maybe you should mention it today? Let it get checked out?" I suggested.
„You're not gonna take no for an answer, right?" He grinned.
„Nope." I shook my head.
„Alright then. I need to be able to sing on stage sooner or later anyways, I can't have those random asthma attacks during shows."
„I agree." I leaned down and pressed a kiss on his lips. „Let's go home now? I need a shower, we both do."
He grinned cheekily at that and stood up. „Won't say no to that."