Emily Pov
when I get to the farm house, the baby his Already crying, I make his food, sorry am late, my bad. I gave him the food, but he wasn't collecting it, are you sure you don't want to take it, I question. I don't have a breast milk. I pet him, sing for him, do whatsoever I could, before he eat his food. it was like that, every day, it became a rooting.
the week went by so fast, am really happy, because I will soon be Free. when I got home that night, I did not bother eating with them, because all they got to say, is about my wedding. I don't really want to disappoint them. but they don't care about me as a parent should.
have being doing everything they ask of me. so am going to do this for myself. the next day is my graduation day, I take my bath, I branch at the farm house before going to school. when we are done my friends want us to hang out, but I turn them down. I went to the farm house, I think the baby is already use to it because, whenever I check on him, he doesn't cry anymore. I feed him his food, I freshing up. I play with him, it already evening, when I call my parents that I won't be coming home, am hanging out with my friends, they agree and ask me to have fun. Am about to sleep, when I get a call from my sis.
sis good evening, she sounds like she has being crying, what the matter sis, she just told me the address of the club she's before hanging up. I check the time, it already past 8, and today is Friday, why is she crying. I look over at my side to see the baby sleeping, I get change, lock the door and went out. when I get there, she's a crying mess, what the matter sis, my boyfriend broke up with me, she said. Am really sorry about that. drink with me she said. sis I don't want to drink am sorry.
it your graduation day anyway so you are drinking with me, she insists. we both get drunk or so I think, I already book a room for you, she gave me the card, room 204. I went to the room, I stand in front of a room, I check the room number, 206, Am about to turn around, when the door flew open, and a person pull me in, I wanted to shout but my mouth is cover, the room is also dark, I couldn't see the person face.
he turn my clothes and force his self on me, I couldn't shout, all my energy was drain, it was brutal, I cry all night untill I couldn't cry again. I don't know when I fainted. The next morning, there is nobody beside me, my body felt heavy, my clothes was disheveled, I felt disgusting. I feel ashamed of myself. I don't even know how I leave the hotel room, and go to the farm house. the baby his wild awake when I get there, he look over at me and smile, I wish I could also smile back.
I gave him a bath, feed him, and lay him down. I went into the bathroom, I cry my eyes out, when I couldn't take it anymore, I soak myself in the bathtub. maybe I will feel less disgusting that way. I get a call from my mom asking me to come home. It already afternoon, I get ready, but before going, I give the baby his food. it really not good, locking the baby alone in the room, but what did you expect me to do.