New Beginning

Chapter 5 Crying

Emily Pov

I can't take him home, my parents are going to make a big deal out of it.

when I get home that day, I behave as if nothing happens to me. Why don't you come home last night,my Mom ask. mom it was my graduation day, did you expect me to come home? I was having fun. you should behave yourself, you know you are getting married soon, she said. I know mom, you don't have to worry, I said.

I really get it all plan, am running off before I get married. I got to do this for myself, not for them. on my way to my room I met my sis. I check you in your room last night, but you aren't there, she said. ah! yes... I went to have some fun, I said. I thought you already left, I ask her. I know you are hiding something, it just a matter of time before we know.

Are you really that sure that am hiding something, common sis, stop over thinking, it not good for your health, I said and walk to my room, I'm not crying anymore, it not a big deal anyway, I just have to make sure my plans are perfect.

I need to go out of the house tonight, I need to feed the baby, and I haven't being coming home to sleep lately, I don't have an excuse to go out anymore.

We all have dinner together, it already past 7. I look at the camera, the baby his already crying, he his just a baby. he hasn't eaten anything tonight, and it normal for a child to cry when there is no one around them.

I look at the camera, to see him already falling asleep while crying, it really broke my heart. it past 10, when I get out of my room. I went out, when am about to open the gate, I heard a voice from behind me, young Miss, it already late, what are you doing outside, I turn around, to see it the watchman. I give him some money, can you please keep this between us. don't worry am going to come back before they all wake up. he collect the money from me, young Miss, I did not see you... thanks, I thank him before going out.

I already book a cab, I don't want to wake them up by driving my car, or cause some suspicious.

when I get there, the baby his still sleeping. some minutes later he wake up, and started crying. I pick him up, and pat his back, am so sorry.

I give him a bath and feed him. he isn't sleeping anymore, I told him a story, sing him a song, I play with him still late at night.

the next morning I wake up around 5 in the morning, I take my bath, but the baby his still sleeping, I don't want to disturb his sleep, so I wait till he wake up. it already past 7, when he wake up. I gave him a bath and feed him. Am about to leave when he started crying. what should I do?

he didn't even sleep, like he knows if he should sleep am going to leave him. I came back to my sense when my phone started ringing, I pick it up. hi mom... where are you? at a friend place, come home now, ok mom am coming.

hey little man, aren't you going to sleep, he smile at me, you know am taking to just, just sleep please.

Am about to go out, when he started crying again, I don't really know what to do, If I should go, and he continues crying like this, if someone heard him they might report it to the cops.