Katlyn's POV
I went home with a heavy heart.
Is it really too late for us? Is it? Just thinking about it makes me crunch in too much pain. Why is loving him this hard and painful?
We were once happy and contented right? But then I messed up, now this..
I come home wishing my bestfriend would show up and ease the burden I am feeling.
But he's nowhere to be seen. Kahit anino man lang ni Namjoon wala..
Thinking he's not by my side this time, mas lalong bumibigat yung nararamdaman ko.
Ano kayang ginagawa niya ngayon? I wonder why he didn't pick up any of my calls.
[Next Day]
I woke up feeling my eyes are hurting, ang bigat ng katawan ko that I think I can't even stand alone.
I readied myself for school and went then only to find Rap Mon in the sofa.
"Hey." He called at me.
"Oh, you're here.." I don't know how to act around him now.
"Anyway, okay lang ba lahat? I'm really sorry I haven't saw your calls last night." He said cheekily.
How can I say to him that I'm not okay when I see him smiling early this day? Di ko kayang alisin sa kanya yun.
"Ah.. Yun ba? Hehe, never mind that, medyo naboring lang ako kaya gusto ko sana ng kausap.." I lied to him.
"Whoo. I thought something not good happened. I'm really sorry though, I'm tutoring Joy kasi eh kaya ayun di ko napansing tumatawag ka pala."
So he was with her other bestfriend? Mas bumigat na naman yung pakiramdam ko. I'm getting jealous of her.
"Hahaha. Okay lang. Pero ang aga mong pumunta rito ha, anong meron?"
"Nah, just checking if you are okay." He said and smiled.
I smiled back.. "Yep, all good."
But I'm not really okay..
[Fastforward]
We went to school together and I'm waiting for Taehyung to look at me at the least. But he isn't in the classroom yet. I wonder why he isn't still here. Magtitime na rin kasi eh.
Hours started but he isn't still around. Is he okay? Puntahan ko kaya siya after class?
I am caught up thinking about Taehyung when my eyes landed to Heara. I should clear up things with her, after all she's been a great friend to me. I don't want to lose a friend like her.
"Hey where's V?" Asked Jungkook.
"Ah, nga pala he texted me, family business daw eh." Sabi naman ni Jin.
"Ah kaya pala. Is everything all right daw ba?" Singit ni RM.
"I guess so? Hindi naman kasi masyadong nag oopen up yung alien natin eh." Sabi naman ni Jimin.
"Don't worry guys, I'm sure may gathering lang sila or something. Okay lahat kaya don't think things."
I saw Heara from my peripheral vision na lumabas kaya I grabbed the chance para makausap siya.
Sinundan ko siya and called her name. "Heara!"
She stopped on track and turned around to face me. "Pwede ba kitang makausap?"
"Oh.." She started. "Ughmm.. Sige.."
