Taehyung's POV
What the fucking shit!
My heart aches so badly. And I don't fucking know how to handle this anymore.
All I want to do right now is to cry. Being numb is way off my power now. Hindi ko na kayang pigilan ang sakit. Hindi ko na kaya..
When I left her crying there, I wanted to pick her up and curse myself for making her cry.
Damn, she still loves me..
I know it's true. I know her too much and alam ko na totoo ang sinasabi niya. I can see it in her eyes, they don't ever lie.
I still love her too.. I fucking do..
But I can't get myself back to her. I want her back too.. Pero may parag pumipigil sa akin. And I can't even fucking explain and understand myself anymore.
I'm so crazily complicated.
I don't know.. I just don't know what to do..
Maybe I'm too scarred and scared to try again. Hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang kinakatakot ko. Hindi ko maintindihan tong sarili ko.
It's still Katlyn, pero..
Just fuck.
Di ko na alam.
I went to the library for some peace. I don't want anyone to see me crying like a baby. No one can see me as broke as this. They can't even understand me too. Wala naman talagang nakakaintindi sa akin eh.
No one can, no one does, no one wants.
I went to the farthest corner of the place..
And there, I let my tears finally fall.
