Katlyn's POV
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Why isn't he picking up? Napakagat nalang ako sa labi ko, lately napapansin kong naging busy na siya. I miss my bestfriend already.
He is my clown, lighting up my dark world. He can make me smile and he surely cares a lot for someone just like me. Kaso these days, I feel like I'm losing ahold of him.
Are they that busy?
Ang alam ko hindi naman, mostly, practices lang ang meron. Hindi pa kasi sila nag co comeback eh. So what's taking up his time?
Dati kasi, halos every other day, lagi niya akong pinupuntahan, if not, halos araw araw niya akong binibisita just to make sure I am okay. Kahit sobrang hectic ng schedules nila, he finds time for me. Then I always expect him to show up, every day. Tapos darating siya with my favorite siopao. Right, he's super sweet. RM has always been sweet.
Ang kuwento niya nga sa akin last time we talked, there is his another bestfriend na broken hearted din.
I can't believe what he is saying that time.
[flashback]
"How are you?" I asked him nung pumunta siya sa bahay after rehearsals nila.
"I'm good, kaso medyo malungkot din."
"Waeyo!? What would make you this down?" I bet concern is written in my face, bihira lang kasing malungkot ng ganito tong bestfriend kong to.
"Ah, well, hahaha never mind. I have this friend din kasi. Well, another bestfriend too, and she's so broken hearted and I don't know how to even cheer her up."
"She? You have another girl bestfriend?" I hummed in silence. Bakit feeling ko nakakaselos? It must be selfish of me but why do I feel like ayokong may kahati sa bestfriend ko? "Nugu?"
"Oh, right, di ko pa pala siya nakukuwento sayo. Hahahaha." Sabi niya sabay tawa. "Yah, wag ka nga sumimangot jan." Sabi niya sabay pisil sa pisngi ko.
"So hindi lang pala ako ang bestfriend mo? Ang sakit ha." I said jokingly.. But I mean it.
"Eto naman." He said sabay siko sa akin. "Si Joy lang naman yun eh."
"Joy?" I asked him once again. Her name seems so familiar.
"Yep, bestfriend ni J-Hope." He answered.
"Yah! Wag mo nga agawan ng bestfriend si J-Hope!" I kidded him sabay tawa.
"Yiee, wag ka nga, gusto mo ikaw lang bestfriend ko eh." Pagbibiro niya, but yeah, he's right. So right.
"Uy wow ha!" Sabi ko sabay sipa sa kanya. "Feeling siya eh. Hahaha." Wow what am I even babbling right now?
"Ouch.." He acted like he's in pain. "So ouch, Katy."
"Anyway, why haven't you told me na may bestfriend ka pa pala aside from me? Nakakatampo ha."
"Sorry na? I just forgot to mention about it." He said tapos nag puppy eyes. "Tsaka ikaw lang pinaka bestfriend ko."
"Psh."
"Yiee, sorry na?" He asked and smiled so persistently.
"Okay fine." Sabi ko sabay hinga ng malalim. "You know I can't be mad at you for so long."
Tumawa lang siya at inakbayan ako.
"Tss." Sabi ko sabay halakhak kasama niya.
[Present]
I tried ringing his phone for the third time pero cannot be reached pa rin.
He always say to me to call him if I feel sad. And for so long I've been sad, but I'm glad, I'm not all alone. I've got him.
So ayun I'm trying to call him kasi nagkikick-in na naman si sadness. Namimiss ko na naman si Taehyung. I wonder what else I would do to make everything the same way as before.
Pero heto nga, I can't reach RM. Bihira lang to, wala lang dapat sa kin to kasi di naman to ganun katindi, pero.. something is up with me, something's changed?
