Jinny's POV
I am waiting for my manager na sunduin ako dito sa rehearsal room. I am currently here at YG Entertainment for a dance practice, and girls. I'm so tired right now.
Ang tagal nina manager dumating so pumunta muna ako sa Cafeteria. I'm kind of hungry, pero I am on a diet. So fruits lang ag binili ko.
I was about to leave nung makita ko si Suga.
"Hey Suga!"I called.
"Hi Jinny."he replied back normally.
"Have you eaten? Tara let's eat."Pag aaya ko sa kanya.
"No thanks. I'll pass."
Lagi nalang akong inaayawan ni Suga. I like him matagal na. But is he so damn numb and naive? Di ba siya makaramdam? He's so hard to get, daig pa mga babae.
He was about to leave nung pinigilan ko siya. "I have something important to tell you. I just need you to go with me this time. Please?"
I said the magic word. Sana naman sumama siya this time.
I saw how hesitant he is. "Please?" I repeated. "Fine. Pakibilisan lang."he said coldly.
"I'll order something for you. Just wait for me here."
"No, don't bother. Let's just get straight to the point."
I blow out a sigh. "Fine."
"Suga, I know you're so much aware that I like you."
"I know. And to tell you the truth, it's making me feel awkward."Shit, that's straight punch in my heart.
"Whyy? I mean, is there anything wrong with me?"I said frustrated.
"No, don't take it that way."Sabi ni Suga.
Hindi ko alam kung hanggang kelan ko pa makokontrol ang mga luhang nagbabadyang kumawala sa mata ko.
"Then why can't you like me back!?"
"It's just that, I don't know Jinny.."He started explaining. "But, I couldn't like you back the way how you feel. I'm sorry."
And that's it. Tumulo nalang mag isa yung mga pesteng luha ko.
"I'm sorry but I need to go."Sabi ni Suga nang hindi lumilingon sa akin.
Hindi ko alam kung may kulang ba o mali sa akin. I have everything I wanted except him. Except the guy I'm inlove with for five fucking years.
And it's making me go crazy.
I have everything, people love and adores me so much. Pero kahit ganon, why do I feel like I'm just nothing? Na lahat ng ito walang kwenta not unless I got Suga's heart?
His love weighs a lot heavier compared to the love of all other people in my life.
But he don't fucking care.
