Zayn
The doorbell rang. I startled from my thoughts. Gigi talked about trivial things all the time. Occasionally, I expressed interest. I didn't want to upset her. Since we had a dinner together she has a place in my life again - not in my heart. Can you learn to love someone? Does this make up for the loss of the other? I don't know. I long for love and long for physical intimacy. Gigi tries to take Harrys place. Harry is always on my mind. I love him. The feelings for him are something, that even if I want to forget, I would probably not be able to.
When I opened the door, he stood in front of me. Quickly he shoved his foot in. My attempt to close the door failed. My skin was tingling. My heart was beating wildly. I didn't want to see him. The sight of him haunts me and made me weak.
He stammered phrases and wanted to explain himself. My ears were deaf and don't want to hear about any of that. It tore my heart apart. I couldn't forgive him - not again. Louis hovered over us all his life like a sword of Damocles. Our love had no real chance. We had no chance. Louis was always between us.
At the low point of my life, Harry suddenly kissed me. This kiss. This one kiss meant the world to me. That one moment made me forget my grief. I kissed him back. My hunger for Harry was immeasurable. How I would like to have pulled him closer to me, inhaling his scent and never let him go again. I love him. Yes, I still love Harry.
And I came to my senses. I pushed Harry away from me. Gigi asks who's at the door and I said NOBODY.
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It's taking all your strenght (Zarry /AU.) /English Version
FanfictionHarry Styles is faced with an emotional mess. Zayn has left the band and Harry's literally dying of longing for him. You can expect: melancholy, euphoria, romance, sex, pain, misunderstandings, affairs, love triangle. In this story there are actual...
