Through The Dark

Through The Dark
Chapter Fifty: Hold On
My eyes filled with tears and I started to breath heavily. I went mad. I started to throw everything in sight. Finn looked at me from the kitchen, "Rachel! Stop! What's wrong?" He asked running over to me. I fell onto my knees and loud sobs came out. The news played the story again on the crash and Finn looked at the TV and back at me. "Rachel..." his voice cracked. "I'm so sorry." he continued and kneeled down next to me. I cried so hard I couldn't even get any words out of my mouth. Finn wrapped his arms around me tightly. I cried into his chest. Tears wouldn't stop steaming down my face. It didn't even seem real yet but, it was and I was broken. "Why do bad things always happen to me?" I sobbed. "I don't know, I don't know but, I promise you, we are going to make it through this. Together." Finn said rubbing my back. Finn was truly the only good thing left in my life and I wasn't going to let him go. I'm going to get through this dark time in my life in a healthy way. I will not surround myself in anything toxic. I wouldn't be toxic. I was going to keep living. I was going to hold on.